Thank you Moho-kun and Kaichou. It means a lot to me. Now where to start... Well, to kick things off, my sister's autistic. Has nothing to do with my story, but I just felt the need to say it.
My first elementry school was a nice school, I had friends and I was happy, like most naïve children are. When I switched from public school to private school in the 3rd grade, I felt things change. For one, I got bullied by some older kids on my bus for some reason. I still don't know why. Thinking back on it, most likely it was because I was strange. Due to my "unique" personality, most people brushed me off as weird. I had almost no friends my age from there and the few I had I don't keep in contact with. Back then, since this was elementry school, they still played with me, it's just I wasn't their friend. It was also pretty hard to make friends my age because my class was really small, one class per grade, and the new students each year brushed me off as strange and didn't become my friend. They were all nice to me, but I never felt accepted for who I was.
Now for middle school... I switched back to public school and was a bit worried about going there. It was because I was starting out knowing no one. I saw some of my old friends from my first elementry school and it was a bit surprising to me when they weren't the nicest to me, but I brushed it off pretty quickly. After all, people change over the years. I also got to see an old camp friend, a guy, who I hadn't seen in a year or two. With good luck on our side, we ended up in the same academics and homeroom. A couple weeks in, I made a new friend and we got along great. At first, that is. Right after winter break, she told me to stop hanging out with her. I was confused, not having many friends in elementry school, but left her alone. In the meantime, I became friends with two other girls, one of them being Sayuri. But getting back to what I was talking about. Soon, that girl who used to be so nice to me became mean. She started rumors about me and talked about me. She made fun of me. Being the thick skinned person I am, it didn't really bother me. I later realized she wanted to fit in while I was dragging her down, being the way I am, and she cut me loose. After that, I treated her a bit coldly, but I never did what she did. After we stopped being friends, I actually found people who accepted me for me, and became close to them. Like me, they were original and were not clones or cared about popularity. This was just sixth grade.
Seventh grade started off with a bang and I enjoyed it. Since I'm not done with this grade yet, it'll be short. I was still friends with everyone who accepted me and I was really happy. Of course, I got teased, though it never bothered me. After all, to me, words are words. And anyway, they were only opinions, so I didn't care.
Now since my "love life" has been crappy since elementry school, it gets it's own paragraph. So, around the 4th-5th grade, there used to be a boy that I would talk to sometimes because he was really nice. Now my female classmates had the idiotic idea that I "liked" him because I talked to him. When I told them they were wrong, of COURSE they didn't believe me. And when I (stupidly) told some girls in my class who I had a crush on at the time, they smashed that into the dirt by saying there was no way he liked me back. They said it nicer, but that was the message I got. Now for middle school... Oh joy. For about the entire school year of 6th grade, pretty much the entire grade thought I either liked/like/dating/dated two guys I'm friends with. I denied it all because it wasn't true, but like elementry school, they didn't believe me. For 7th grade, I got asked out by this guy who I thought was a douche, so I told him no. Right after my response, he tells me it was for a dare, which strengthen my belief that he was a douche.
So ta da. That's kinda it. So far. Maybe I'll add more when I'm older. If you read this entire thing, thank you. It means a lot to me and here's how much I appreciate it. *big hug*