Dear Not-Too-Anonymous-Either,
Yes, I can relate to almost everything you wrote. It's always been like this. They don't care. And therefore I've just decided to shut myself down. I no longer care about others' feelings. I am who I am, and I only want to survive. I no longer even dream of being able to afford the luxury to live. I know I'm selfish. I know the fault is within myself. But I cannot bring myself to even feel the least bit guilty for it. I just hope one day they'll finally understand.
Signed,
Me