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3 years is a long wait, but I'll never forget her either.

I hope so. I really do.

If I know her like I think I do. I think she will understand. She might cry, but she'll still be my friend.

I hope she shares my love for her. A friendship love. I have that love for 3 people, not surprisingly they're all girls.

Bunny, my friend Kaylee, and a girl from Cambodia who goes by Conan Kun.

I want her to be a friend who comes over for Christmas and Thanksgiving.

I'll be close to her, but not be with her like I am with Vanessa.

It is a pretty confusing situation.

I really do love my girlfriend Vanessa though. We've planned so much together. A house, children, almost everything. We want to be together for the rest of our lives, as far as it is right now. I just feel bad for Bunny.

I want to still be great friends with Bunny.

I'm so sad now.

Thank you for telling me though. I'm glad to have seen it.

I just feel so bad that I can't tell her not to wait for me. And that she doesn't know. It worries me.

I kissed her, and now we're going out. I want Bunny to come back so I can tell her, but, she never really came back.

I still love Bunny. But, it's the way I love my friends. I do love them I really do. I would do almost anything for the friends I love. And I still want to be friends with Bunny.

Alright so, I talked to Bunny. But I also started to talking with one of my other friends that lives here with me. Well, after Bunny had been gone for a while I got sad, and she was also sad. Then, well, we went to a hockey game together and got very close. Just being friends, but then the next time we hung out...

I know you do.

Did you check out her about me page? It has something for me and you. Mostly me though. I miss her so much.

Well, I guess I'll tell you in my next comment, because I want it to just be all in one comment.

I read it. I miss her so much. But I kinda want to tell you something. The reason it would be sad when she comes back and I can talk to her.

I'm not sure if I really want to tell you or not...

My distractions have been friends.

and school and facebook.

I'm doing fine mostly. Someone gave me peanut brittle for Valentine's day. And my friend in Cambodia sent me a picture of what she looks like for Valentine's day.

I've also caught up in episodes that the DCTP have translated. Now, I'm working my way through the manga now. Not that far though. I've been distracted.

I havet talked to somebody on here in a while. I kinda just left it alone, after she left. She was pretty much the whole reason I started getting on everyday.

Anyway. I never asked you how you were.

So, How are you?

But you wouldn't just outright leave.

You'd just be away for a while. But you'd come back.

On DCW? why would you leave?

I know, but it's the best we can hope for.

She's 15, but she's a freshman in High school. So 3 more years of high school to go through and then she should be out to college.

Hopefully.

I think of it this way. If she truly does love being on this site, she'll be back in a few years when she leaves her parents.

I don't know. She might be able to, but would you really want her to risk being caught?

Yes. I think she is, and it's truly sad. That's why I don't come on here much. All the happy memories with her make me sad, because now she's gone.

Yes Cindy.

I know it's all sad. I don't come on here often, beacuse of the memories now.

but I'll always talk to people who post on my profile.

I had been. I sorta gave up days ago.

I told her that I think her parents found out about me and her while her power was out, and now they don't want her to be on DCW anymore so she can't talk to me. And they don't want her answering my phone calls. This seems the most likely now. It's sad, but...

I don't know.

I'm sorry, but I really don't want to think about it again. I told Cindy a while ago what I thought might have happened.