kfnnapa

So don't worry.

Everyone loves candy, even diabetics love candy.

Do you watch Adventure Time though?

And I think I'll do some DC cross-stitches after christmas. I'll show you whatever I make.

Oh, and you haven't been on so I didn't tell you, but me and Vanessa aren't together anymore. She left me about a week and a half ago. I'm pretty good and fine now though.

**candy

Yeah, she loves Adventure Time.

And secret santa's can be fun. Last year my mythology class had one. I made a cross-stitch treasure chest...

Of course the chest was based off of super mario land 2.... So it's video games, though I don't think the girl appreciated it all that much as far as video games. But the cand is still good.

I'm working on a bigger one right now that's flame princess and Finn from Adventure Time.

After that... I don't know what I'll do, probably continue doing some Adventure Time coasters. They're gifts for Vanessa on christmas.

I found a way to show you. I made a photobucket.. thing..

Anyway I can show you the cross stitches.

http://i1311.photobucket.com/albums/s662/kfnnapa/IMG_20121115_162346.jpg

I hope that works.

YAY!

What have you been doing if I might ask?

I've been watching Adventure Time, and other TV, playing games, and doing cross-stitches.

If I had a way to show you them I would.

No problem, glad to see you're on again.

I have told her she doesn't have to worry, and I let her go. Well, at least I'm letting her date who she wants, and trying to make is so she doesn't feel bad about it.

But I want to be friends still, though right now, I'm not sure if she is just super busy all the time, or is just ignoring me. Maybe a little of both.

I missed you're birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

sorry it's late.

She left because she feels she only hurts me. Which isn't true. I can't really think of a time where she has hurt me, well.. except when she left. So that's why she feels bad. She wants to be with me, but also keeps telling herself that she can't.

Also I never really decided. I want to be with her, she's the one who decided to leave, not me.

Thank you. I have another friend that lives in Cambodia that I talk to on Facebook who's talking to me. But I've been mostly okay. Wish she would be with me, but I've accepted that she isn't.

I try to be kind. But I genuinely just care for her. So as long as she's happy, I'll be happy. But.. it seems she isn't really happy. She feels bad for leaving.

I feel sad.. But.. also kinda okay with it. I mean, I would like to be with her, but I want her to be happy more then anything.

Sorry to dump this all on you. You don't need to help me or anything. I'll be fine.

Yeah, it's life. C'est la vie.

I finished my jobs. Now I'm looking for work again.

and... I'm not all okay..

Vanessa.. my girlfriend.. we were on a break.. you know, just being friends.. but we were gonna be together again.. but... then.. today.. she said she's giving her ex another chance.. and we're done.. So.. that happened.

I've been.. fine. Mostly anyway.

I've been bored really. No english DC anymore.. I read the manga every once in a while, but not much. so... I've been playing games and watching movies and things to pass the time.

But I wish there was more to do. I also need a job again.

How have you been?

Awww I got on and you left.

Anyway, how have you been?

Is something wrong?

And thank you for the happy birthday.

But I like to hope other people had a good happy day on my birthday too.

My birthday was fine. I didn't get much, a little money and a shirt. but it's all fine.

Yeah, my work is good. I'm getting paid somewhat well.

And a the happy birthday is fine.

I hope my birthday was a good day for you.

Yeah, I wish she would have too.

I mean I read the message the day she sent it.. just a little late. I didn't get to talk to her at all.

How are you doing though?

Umm.. All week except Sunday and Saturday I'll be working.

And now I work every day except weekends at one. And Tuesday, Thursday, Friday at the other.

But I have money!! But I'm also very tired.

I'm glad she's better too.

I just wish I would have been able to talk to her one last time.

Oh well.. I have all of you on here still, and my girlfriend. So I guess it's all fine.

I'll be doing maintenance on two golf courses. One golf courses Monday Wednesday Friday, and the other on Tuesday and Thursday.

But at least I'll be getting money.

I will get rest thank you.

Especially now I'll ve working earlier and probably getting up at 4:30AM