Dear anonymous,
It's okay. I felt the same way. That's the reason I didn't want to get too close to you in the first place. I've always been afraid that you'll only ditch me in the end. But I'm sure, you're not that kind of person. I know you won't and can't do that to your friends.
So I guess this really is goodbye. I'll try to be amazing the way you wanted me to. You're amazing, too. Probably the most amazing of all people I've met here. And you're not emotionless. Because if you were, you wouldn't have cared that much not only for me, but for all of your friends here, the way you did. You yourself don't even have to try to please everyone. You don't know how much I look up to you.
I genuinely and deeply cared for you. You know it. Your words affected me more than anybody else's. And...if you ever think of staying here, maybe for good, you can always tick my inbox for a message whenever you got a problem or anything, and we can probably talk things over. Yes, I guess that's probable...
And I know this is too much to ask, but I'm hoping that you could at least greet me on my birthday. Late or otherwise. I remembered yours, whether it's real or not.
Sincerely,
Me.