Oh well today we have PE at school. Hope we have volleyball. And at home need to read to exams. Just that is problem. Exams cause too much stress. And I think I'll hear something today. Just now I'm at school's library and hope that my friend will not came now to watch what I'm writing. *smiles* But that sounds so stupid. I'm avoiding my friends when I'm at net. Yesterday I watched that DC episode which has those bus hijackers. It made me sad when Ai was so shoked when Conan saved her. And that what conan said after that mede me sad. It ws so true. Nobody shouldn't run away their lifes.
If my granma dies I don't know what to do. She lives in next door and makes food daily. My life is good in that point and I have friends at anoe place but I can't meet them often. When I was really down I was thinking how to murder that bully. I was thinking everything from Agatha Cristies books and from Conan. But then I realised that if I use my favorite readings to murder, I would not ever be free to read them with out having to think that I have used them to murder. It would be same if I use F1 to that. Should not use something what you love to something so horrible thing like murder. But now I stop writing. I jumped to something not topic