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Huzoor, bus aap 'd' ki jaga 'r' laga dein to voila romanized urdu.

Behter, jinab.

Hmmm, I know a guy who's parents act pretty much like mine but he is really an outspoken fellow and is rude, goes against his parents' wishes by hanging in bad company and is caught up addictive habits and what's not. Then there's me who just takes everything lying down. If I ask why everyone is so harsh the answer is always "You're the youngest, it's your job to obey." Other times my siblings may express in uncertain terms they do it "for the lulz" (calling me down while I'm studying for exams just to clear away a single plate while they watch movies on laptops grrr). Parents play a huge roll, they are the ones who we as children want to please first and foremost, and then again what pleases one adult human being differs from the rest. One father might find it incredible that his child is so good at maths and another might give a whack to the child from straying from his book. Nurturing can significantly affect nature but we cannot disregard genes like Kenzi said. I don't find being alone anything to worry about but I wouldn't reject someone's advances at forging a relationship with them. The only thing that got to me was being labled as lonely kid which in turn resulted in some people shunning me. No, that was more about me being myself i.e weird. There was a time people would chastise the kid being picked at for being weird about being weird haha. DCW is composed of some of the nicest people I've met which made me realize having friends is worth cutting in the time for manga/anime/books/fanfiction. There's nothing wrong with getting annoyed, but be careful with your words if you're sure the person needs a dose of reality.

I don't really know the deal about being a 90s kid. Okay, there weren't so many shows or channels on TV so everyone watched pretty much the same thing and bonded more, there weren't cartoons 24/7 so we went outside, weren't afraid to get down and roll up our sleeves and didn't take so many preventive measures because we ignorant of where all the micro-organisms weren't so used to comfort in our early years that most kids nowadays which somehow gives us some sense of superiority. Yeaaaah. Who remembers lying to friends about not being able to go out because you were busy playing games on your new computer? *crickets chirp* oh well.

AFTER TWO YEARS OF TRYING, SNUFFLES-KUN HAS MANAGED TO MAKE MK FEEL LOVED.

Warning, this might have been my longest post on DCW. Considering how I turned out compared to all the people around me, I would say my parents did a fine job. They still emotionally blackmail me now and then but it's inevitable. I used to be a total shut-in before I made friends at DCW to be honest. I rarely vented and was slowly on the path to self-destruction but...in a way I had to get up myself again. And I finally made a few friends IRL after many years. Genetics are a lottery. My parents aren't really science people and the part which aggravates me is they refuse to learn even when I offer. I tend to show more emotion than my elder siblings combined which led to me being considered abnormal. That's a horrible word to call any child when they are going to believe what their parents say without much judgement. I really wish I could take psychology but the school refused to hire a teacher and the textbooks are too expensive to purchase on my own. :V And I can never study using the internet. I tend to have a similar feeling to this which causes me to be socially awkward lol. Somehow people find it fun to overreact. Some believe it their right to do so which is but don't start hurling insults at my inability to comprehend your actions. I know that there are people in great suffering out there, but if something is causing someone pain, it shouldn't really be downplayed. Worse would be say what the other person is feeling is nothing compared to what you have felt. That's like using your own suffering as an excuse to not only negate but cause hurt to someone. Patience is the key, instead of asking why someone is fussing just consider, why not? *cough* I haven't posted like this in a while. I'm giving my opinions in a general tone, not really directly addressing anyone. Oh and also~ My family is the same, though they tend to take a more "Boy's don't cry" approach which is why I don't say anything. Also, I don't know what hit you but I'd gladly arrange for it to hit you again. And again. And maybe one more time just for the heck of it.

I wonder if I posted enough.I need to get working on my fanfic anyway.

I go for running often.

.... ~I'mshippinit~

My inspirations have honestly been the people in books, history and anime. I didn't confide to anyone in my family nor do, I just obeyed because I was the youngest. I used to be a very dependent person but I didn't really depend on my family emotionally.

Food. I want to try Chinese new year cakes... I'm not really feeling the winter this year. School is off and I'm not going to get up so early voluntarily.

Are we talking centigrade? O.O

I'm thinking of making Pineapple juice. XD

How come I didn't see Santa's post...

When there's the last two of something and someone buys them both. I may or may not be holding a grudge for losing the chance to purchase a single booster pack for Survivors of The Megapocalypse.

"The scientists of today think deeply instead of clearly. One must be sane to think clearly, but one can think deeply and be quite insane." Nikolas Tesla <3

Mirepoix - A mixture of chopped veggies.

Avatar: 10/10 <3 Sign: 8/10

Free time? I'm always free. I do school work for 5 minutes then I'm free an hour after that.

There is chaos in order. And order in chaos.

A friend of mine uses that word as a curse. I want milkshakes. Mango, banana.

Sticky clothes. :V

I did smile today. Because chicken. <3

I hate it when I'm getting up and some body part of mine pops. :V

KenZora FTW~ I stuff myself at banquets. I come to eat/for the food/I come I eat I conquer.