Dear Anonymous,
I don't like it one bit. You're not you anymore. Don't think those fake smiles or laughs can convince me. Just look in the mirror. What happened to the carefree boy I liked, who talked about destroying the world? where did he go to? I know things happened but you need to move on, even if it means forgetting things you don't want to forget. You don't need to act so tough. You never show your real feelings, just letting it build up inside. Humans are not perfect. Just let it out! you aren't empty, you are just filled with sadness you are not willing to show.
Love,
Anonymous.