Thanks, IU and Misaki.
Now, as for why I decided to join here:
Back in high school, I've had two crushes which I eventually fell in love with. The first one, I fell in love with her because she's pretty, cheerful, and also loves DC. Meanwhile, the second one is also pretty, cheerful, and smart (Her name doesn't fail to show up in "Top 10 in Class"). I'm actually friends with them so I don't have any problems talking to them about school and what-not. Anyway, I've tried to admit to my first crush how I really felt about her through the help of my second crush. Then, on the following days, I noticed that she felt awkward towards me and she doesn't talk to me. Then, I talked to my best friend, who is also a girl, to ask my crush if there's any reason why she wouldn't talk to me, but she said "None.". And through the help of my best friend, me and my crush were able to talk about it, and then we're fine again.
As for my second crush, I've asked help from my friend who already had a girlfriend as to when would be the best time and how should I say it to here. Then, I followed his advice and waited for our high school prom to arrive. At the prom night (I was in 3rd year High School then.), when she was just hanging around, I asked her for a dance. At the middle of the music, I've said to her: "*her name*, I've been wanting to say this to you but please don't become surprised, okay?". Then, she answered, "Okay, what is it?". Then, I've finally said to her that, "*her name*, I think I'm falling in love with you." Then, after a few seconds, she thanked me for the dance and she went back to her seat. The same thing happened with my first crush--she won't talk to me, she won't look at me, and if she wants to say something, she would ask one of my classmates to do it for her. It remained like that for weeks until the birthday of...I'm not sure if it's my first crush's or one of her sibling's birthday. Anyway, as expected, my second crush is also there. Our classmates were teasing both of us and they're making me go near her, but she backs away. Since I couldn't take it anymore, I've asked for help again from my best friend to go talk to her so that we would be friends again. I've also told my best friend to tell her that even if I have to give up my feelings for her so that we could be friends again, I would do it for the sake of being okay with everyone I know, rather than graduating from high school with "unfinished business". Thanks to my best friend, before the day ends, we're friends again, and the awkwardness faded away. And, FYI, I didn't had any crush on my best friend...EVER! I've mentioned it because I know what you guys are thinking right now.
As of now, my best friend currently has a girlfriend, and there are times when me and my first crush gets to meet at a bus on our way to school.
Based on those experiences and recently, some family issues, I've decided to not have a love life...forever...
Pretty dramatic, right?
And, as for Cure-kun, congratulations for being married...and when "that" happened, were you drunk during that time? That's the only reason I could think of on why you couldn't remember a thing.
