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Sorry ^^; I don't really know what kind of legacy I want/would be able to obtain though. I don't want children, and I strive for normalcy/don't want to do like anything extraordinary but the idea of being forgotten almost immediately after I've died is unsettling to say the least. It's just sorta... awful to think about how even if I enjoy my life a ton and accomplish a bunch of personal goals that might all just disappear and be completely meaningless the second I'm gone. o_o

All my fears are realistic and it's the worse orz So no, I haven't really overcome any of them, I haven't really encounter any of them (yet). They're all just "what if's" Like for example, what if I have to live on the streets, what if I'm someone much larger than me is following me with the intention of hurting me, what if because of my sex I have trouble getting a job, what would I do if I got in a car accident, what if I never grow as a person and because of that have trouble connecting with people, what do I do if I ever have small children in my care and they get hurt, etc etc Being an adult sounds horrifying, I am 100% unprepared if any of those situations happen.

I sometimes wonder if I'm going to be forgotten or if I'm already forgotten in a sense. To elaborate I mean like, I don't really want to get married nor have kids, most of my family (who I'm not even close to to begin with) are much older than me (even my older sister's 9 and a half years older than me), so assuming I make it to old age, once I pass will I be forgotten? Most likely. I'm not particularly scared of death itself, I'm curious about what comes afterwards but not scared. I'm more so scared/worried about what will kill me and what happens afterwards. (not in a religious sense but like uh... "I'm dead so now what?") I probably won't have much of a legacy so will I just disappear and stop existing as quickly as I came into existence? And the latter part is referring to like old friends/classmates I've had, I wonder how many have forgotten about me. I wonder whose lives I'm no longer a memory of. I'm not bothered by this, it's just a weird thought since I think about my old classmates quite a bit and I wonder how many of them don't remember me but I remember them quite vividly.

I'm quite fond of spring, late spring in particular. Like the time between late April and early-mid June. Everything's blooming and turning green, warm sunshine, cool nights, my seasonal allergies screwing me over, school ending, the short rain showers, the air just feels refreshing and almost a little crisp, baby animals, my birthday. idk man I just love spring

When I was a toddler my older sister taught me how to fetch,,

I've seen Mawaru Penguindrum and I'm currently watching Utena c: I watched the episode earlier this week, I sorta liked it. It was weirder than I thought I'd be and I'm admittedly a little skeptical but I'm hoping it'll live up to and exceed it's expectations c: Did you like the first episode? And, though I'm not sure why, the opening reminds me of the second penguindrum opening. ...and I found this when trying to find the opening on youtube

Otto Knows - Parachute

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Thank you!

Thank you ^^ And yeah I like robots in general, they're pretty cool. I unfortunately don't have a huge knowledge of robotics, mechanics, engineering, and things of the liking but all those things are really interesting to me nonetheless c: Hello! Nice to meet you btw. I figured if I got through 30 episodes in about a week I might as well make an account since I rarely go through that many episodes in such a short period of time. I've fortunately refrained from reading too many spoilers thus far. I've mainly just been checking to see who certain characters I've seen in fanart are and what episode they debut in and how old characters are. Yeah haha, granted I'm on tumblr quite a bit where fandoms tend to be a either a little obnoxious or just completely inactive/nonexistent so it's nice to find a fandom that's on the smaller side but still active. I'll probably head over to DCTP sometime in the near future c: I'll wait until I'm a little more settled here to do that though. Thank you! ^^ Though I haven't been here too long yet, this seems like a nice little community so I'm guessing I'll be here a while c: Thank you! everyone's so friendly here _(:3 」∠)_

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TSOv2PtPyHg Foster the People - A Beginner's Guide to Destroying the Moon

Yeah, I'm admittedly not a huge fan of fanservice but the sense of humor it has is so... unique. It certainly appeals to the side 12 year old boy side of my humor haha. The art style Prison School has also really nice

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGo89rKcs4g Fox Stevenson - Throwdown (Rob Gasser Remix)

Hello! I'm a gray bi-something aromantic asexual. Describing my orientation in full and accurately would take quite a lengthy paragraph to be honest so I'll just leave it at that for now but nonetheless, it's nice to see one of these threads here ^^

Thank you!

Thank you! c: And yup! With Hunter x Hunter ending just a few months ago I wanted to find another long running show to get absorbed in and after a while I decided to start DC. From what little I've seen of the DC fandom everyone seems really nice and not as.. loud as other fandoms which is also a plus ^^

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCeRoZbwVt4 DGTO - Some People Don't Fall

Technically wasn't my console nor video games but some of my earliest memories are playing Sonic and Bubsy the Bobcat on my sister's sega genesis. Then when I was four or five my first console was a handheld I shared my sister. It was a red gameboy advance. My sister got super mario bros and I got a barbie game and a finding nemo game haha. The first console I got that was all mine was my DS lite which I got in 1st grade I think. I think the first game I had for that was nintendogs and some crappy pet shop game.

I started Valkryia Chronicles for PS3 yesterday morning. I really like the gameplay and how it's both tactical and a 3rd person shooter but I'm absolutely horrible at it because of that haha.

Thank you! And I'll do my best with that last part haha

I'm currently reading quite a few things, World Trigger (the manga's so much better than the anime), Haikyuu!!, Orange, Prison School, Himegoto, Bokura no Hentai (not what it sounds like haha), and Teppuu to name a few. But my absolute favorite thing I'm reading right now is Kaze to Ki no Uta. Bare with me, it's technically a yaoi but it's really so much more than that. The one main character in particular has dealt with a ton of physical, emotional, and sexual abuse. The setting's is beautiful, an all boys Catholic school in 1880s France. I just really like it a lot and could go on about it for quite a while to be honest. Despite it being published in the 70s the whole thing still isn't fully translated so

The winter 2015 anime season has started. Anyone looking forward to any shows in particular? I'm pretty excited for the second season of Aldnoah.Zero and Death Parade. I plan on watching those two along with Yuri Kuma Arashi, Binan Koukou Chikyuu Bouei-bu Love, Idolmaster Cinderella Girls, Kancolle, Assassination Classroom, and the second season of Tokyo Ghoul. As for shows from last season I'm also watching Akatsuki no Yona, Diamond no Ace (technically started last year but whatever), Kiseijuu, Log Horizon 2, Magic Kaito 1412, Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso, World Trigger, and Yowamushi Pedal Grande Road. I'm looking forward to the continuations/conclusions of those shows as well.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VohTM12W07M Feint - Signs (I hope posting the video itself is ok!)

I started learning German back in late September on Duolingo and have been enjoying it a ton so far! I'm not too far along but I can read a few simple sentences. Like when I see comments on youtube that are in German, I can usually get the gist of them. Due to me learning online though my pronunciation's probably horrible.