haibara obviously I mean have you seen ending 60?? I feel so bad for her because even tho she likes conan and even tho she probably wants to stay as haibara instead of returning to her original form she still works so hard to create the antidote just so conan can see ran as shinichi again. she really loves conan but she still keeps quiet because she loves him and doesn’t want to ruin their friendship and because she respects ran since she looks a lot like akemi. conan is the most person she trusts since they basically don’t keep any secrets from each other yet he’s still the most person she can’t tell this to. she always has to keep her feelings locked in her heat and imagine how depressed and sad she must feel. she has to create the antidote even tho she doesn’t have a life to get back to she wants everything to stay the same yet she’s still working so hard just for conan’s sake. ran on the other hand basically doesn’t have any feelings and she cried before just because she thinks shinichi won’t return and even tho haibara feels a hundred million times worse she keeps her feelings to herself just so she doesn’t hurt others around her. do you understand the difference between them now?