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Good night. Thank you again. You're always full of quotes...

O-Okay... I will.

Thank you. Really. Thanks. It's feeling better. Thanks to you and Pyre...

I really don't deserve friends like you and Moho and everyone else on DCW. But I'm thankful. I really am.

I-I guess... Thanks. A lot. It's starting to feel better.

I don't know what to say...

Hi... Uhm... I saw your post in your intro. I understand how you feel, but... We do have strict rules about not double posting. If it's by accident, that's fine. Just don't keep doing it... You could get into trouble. We're just trying to help you... Please don't be offended. That person who told you the rules was just trying to help.

Three days? At this time?

I'm so glad that you're mother was there...

That's horrible... It just makes me feel even more selfish...

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That's exactly why I'm apologizing. I don't deserve a friend like you. I don't deserve making you miss sleep over me. I don't deserve that. If you won't let someone else tell me, I'll tell it to myself.

Yes... I was adopted... And that... That reminds me of more painful things... I- I- I need to write.

That I love...

That's awesome... I have a lot of Hakuba and Akako avatars...

I... I know... Everything that you and Jean have said... Everything I've done. Everything I know. Yet, somehow... I... can't describe it. Too much... It's too much...

I'm sorry... I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry... I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm apologizing so much. I'm sorry for annoying you with this. I'm sorry for so many things that I can't say. I'm so sorry...

I seriously love that profile picture...

I'm... I'm really sorry. It just hurts a lot... But hurts even worse when I know a girl who has been missing was found dead recently. It makes me feel so selfish...!! Oh great, now I'm crying...

It's... Nothing. I'm just having a hole carved through me. One of those times... You know? Depression... I've never really felt it, but... There's a first for everything. I just want to curl up in my room away from the world sometimes... Even when I tell my parents about my so-called FRIENDS they don't care... I know they do though... But... Agh.