Berumotto

Heard of it, but not going to play. I think if I got addicted, there would be more at stake than meets the eye.

Secret of the day: While my best friend went on a date, I stayed home and took six pages of notes on Economics. Hashtag am I cool yet?

Detective Conan has been more than just a favorite TV show. On days when I wanted to simply disappear from this earth, I had Detective Conan to help me laugh the tears away. When friendships ended, family members fought, and relationships faded, I could always seek comfort in the sarcasticly adorable Shinichi, super-suave Kaito Kid, or wise yet unassuming Shiho. DC has truly enriched and shaped my life. Signs of KCN poisoning... dehydration... strangling... I've garnered an elementary understanding of forensics. A great entertainment, a slight obsession, and a learning experience--that's DC to me! Even though this series has run for 20 years and I am dying to know the conclusion of the manga, the little girl within who has loved DC since age 7 doesn't want it to end. I've already waited and watched for ten years; so ten more will not be a problem. (Anyone get the reference? ) I await the happy ending promised by Gosho Aoyama. Whatever it is, I am ready.

Dear S.V., What can I say. I can't forget last summer, and I keep hoping that you'll remember me and will want to be more than last time. But in all honesty, I don't think you're the perfect fit for me-- your emotional stolidness doesn't complement my emotional instability. And you're leaving this year, so I don't even think this can work. The girls around you are so gorgeous and smart (especially your ex. She's so beautiful and thin.) I don't even know what to do anymore.

Another secret of mine: In kindergarten, I was bullied to the point where I once hid under a bus seat to escape my bully. My sweater was really dusty after that.

Berumotto is the Hepburn romanization of how the word "Vermouth" is pronounced in Japanese. Vermouth is one of the most mysterious characters. I see a bit of her within myself.

Watched DC in bed all day.

I adore Ai. I would hate to see her die, but if Gosho Aoyama can pull it off in a satisfying way (without loose ends), then I will still be satisfied, if a little sad. If she lives, I want her to be happy. Preferably not paired with Shinichi, though-- I'm a big ShinRan. (Not that I thought Ai liked Shinichi like that anyways.)

Sometimes I do it unintentionally. I will say something that is expected of me, rather than something I truly believe. Example: If I hear that someone is sexual active, I will proceed to call them a whore, mainly to agree with the people around me. I don't believe in slut shaming at all, but I 'lie' anyways. It's one of my biggest regrets-- not saying what I think. I do that on Twitter and Facebook. I really hope they don't have profile view trackers; otherwise, I'd really be screwed. I feel that I don't either. Not to sound like "a teenage white girl", but I often feel that no one understands me. That sounds extremely stereotypical though... What I mean to say is that nobody besides myself knows all my secrets, thought proceses, and feelings... Therefore nobody understands me. Don't get in trouble with the law, now!

Konichiwa. Ehhhh... uhmm.... arigato... demo.... NANI... kuso... zutto... (end of Japanese knowledge)

People who judge harshly for someone doing drugs/drinking. I say this with my one girl friend in mind-- she completely cut off connections with her crush once she learned he drinks and smokes. I personally don't see the big deal. So long as you don't pressure your friends and harm others, I don't see the problem with befriending someone who uses drugs. I genuinely don't understand people like that.