Anti-APTX4869

Yeah. Well, it's not nobody thinks what you think, it's just that some people doesn't care, some doesn't know, and some knows it, but does not tell. Thinking of taking sleeping pill right now... =_=

you have no idea how long this took me... since Kaitou Kid wears white, (Thank God he wears white suits) I didn't have to look for my colored pencils. Thank you all. *compares mine with original*...it still look very different.

O_o... if you are not depressed as you thought you would be... that means you expected that would happen so it didn't affect you a lot, right? I think I'm getting blinded by love... Only thing that I can see is Grace and nothing else.... Why? because I bumped into a wall . or it might be because of the flu... Insomnia + Flu + Love sickness + Hallucinations = Fatal.

O_o....

=_= I'm so sorry for messing it up. This is the best I can get... stupid phone gives bad resolutions.

Yea. Thanks girls. you girls always cheer me up a lot. *Cough* Now if only if this insomnia let me sleep... then I would get better.

*Only knows super basic Guitar chords* =_=..... I have no talent at all except science....

My heart literally skipped a beat (no, not stop.. I would die if it did...) when I saw her. she was a... not mess, she was clean but... uhh.... frail *facepalm*(I lack vocabs...) And yea I should really slow down... Her mom just called, she wanted to meet me this Saturday... I wonder why. Well... nothing to do that day so... why not? *Cough*....=_= Oh dear....

I just checked myself. And I am 100% sure I will catch flu tomorrow. My temperature is already ~38℃... No I'm not going to be forgiven. I already got scolded by mom. Thank God she had to go somewhere. Somehow I think I'm going too fast with her... I should slow down.

Today's Story: She wasn't waiting for me outside this morning. I got worried because she's always there in the morning.... So I called her, but there was no response. I rushed to her house, knocked, called her name, and she opened the door. She was sick... she was at ~40℃!! That's a flu! I couldn't leave her alone at her house. She said her parents work early and comes around dinnertime. I told her to get some rest while I get her some Abalone porridge(learned from mom...). I was so stupid and careless that I burned myself when I open the lid (That damned thing burned my hand slightly.) It still burns, but it doesn't matter. Grace's sickness is more important right now... I called her and she said just come in... OMG girl's room... o////o.... I know I shouldn't but.... I sat down next to her, watch her eat until she finish, and get some towel and warm water, and etc... She fell asleep. So.... uh.... I had no idea what to do... Her face was red because of flu. When she woke up(like 3 hours later), I served another porridge. I tried to make her feel better, talking about stuff... Somehow we were talking about if I had a girlfriend or not. I said I had none because I rejected them. Then she stared to tease me if I sure it wasn't ME who got rejected. So I asked her if she had any other Boyfriends before me. (and I shouldn't have. but it just came out of my mouth...) She said she had a few... she had a long pause there. Then, I saw her face darkened, and I saw something dripping down her cheeks... her tears... I felt bad. I understood what it meant. I didn't know what to do. I... had to comfort her... I hugger her. What else can I do? (Yeah, maybe that but... =_= not a good situation...) "Don't cry, I'm here now... don't cry..." And at the moment, she stopped crying. She said everything. All of her 'boyfriends' were going out with another girl. She was told that she was 'boring' because she talks all science... like me. That's why she was so serious most of the time... Gosh I had no idea... She went back to sleep again... Her face was peaceful when she was sleeping. At that moment, I just realized I didn't eat since last night's dinner =_=... Thank God she had instant noodles... I sat next to her and... you know, the towel thing... ...I stayed there until her parents got home. They said they would take care of her from that point. And her mom is like... WOW... no wonder Grace is pretty... When I came home, My mom started to scream.... literally scream... I think I got tinnitus from that... So yeah. I skipped school. So what? My girlfriend is sick, and no one is there to take care of her. ... Ahhh, I think I'm going to be sick tomorrow... *Checks* my temperature is rising... My mom is not going to be happy about this if she finds out. I think I should go to school and tell the teachers that I need to go to nurse so that Grace won't get in trouble by mom...

I. NEED. AN. iPhone/iTouch... with wifi at school, I can get on....

or something like that. But what I do know it, 2012 is the year which the calendar stops. then it resets. Really, it's not the end.... maybe if you say World War 3 is end, that makes sense. (That would be the nuclear war.)

2012 ≠ end... it's the time when Aztec Calendar stops and starts over again. It's not the end of time...

Great. Ever since my mom saw her, she's been teasing me... I'm thinking that I'm leaving this house some day. Too boring, and no one to talk to about "Sciency stuff"... well, except DCW, which we have at least 1 thing we like in common: Detective Conan. DCW is my new home. A place to talk about anything to anyone...