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I do. but I can't really like... um.. say/do things... you know what I mean? It's complicated.

Normally: -I rarely make an eye contact while talking... I do other works... -"Meh" face.. don't really care. -"Oh-Hi-and-Good-bye" ...if you know what I mean. -'go away/leave me alone' attitude If they are smart people: -interested look -curious face -"Hey what are you guys/girls talking about?" -'lemme join the conversation' attitude But when with Grace: -Full eye contact -Bright face.... if you know what I mean. -"Blah Science Blah Math Blah" -"come here/let's do _____" attitude

Yeah, that is frequent when I'm around her. Ugh. I hate getting nervous... it's not like me at all...

^ I know .. and I regret it. =_= I don't know what is wrong with me.

>//////< I was Super red...well I felt I was.... Thank God I was already in the water. So she didn't notice since hot water = increase blood circulation = redness of skin... The reason was because... since it is night time, no one was there. I mean like Empty. God... only other person there was a Janitor(?)... So we were just... talking. I put my arm around her as if I was protecting her from something.. Idk it just happened automatically. Wow we were just talking the whole 30mins or so. We were about to do "that," but, well... I was just too shy. ;;; maybe I should have. She understood but she had that disappointing eyes... I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm a different person when she's around. Later, she said she was hungry. So we decided to get something from the cafe. Of course I would get (hot)coffee... but she forced me to get a smoothie. (Hot coffee because if you drink cold substance when your body temperature is high, you might catch a cold due to a confusion in your homeostasis blah blah blah... ) >_< Too sweet.. even if it was cappuccino... All we did is talk, talk, talk all day. As I explained in parenthesis above, that's one part of the line I actually said.... She always have this... glowing eyes whenever I talk all science/math stuff. And if you were to listen to the conversation, you would fall asleep... My friend did last time. Just before she go back to the "girl's room," we were about to do it again... but "They" had to open the door {stupid friend and his GF murmur..) Uh.... I got startled when both doors opened so instead of "that" I just quickly hugged her... ...of course, they were teasing... Grace had the 'talk all you want' face... It seemed like they were going to cafe together or something... How did he manage to get that girl when she rejected him so many times... weird. So we were standing there... ummm... awkward moment... So we just said "Good night" to each other and went back to the room.... *sigh* I should just... ummm... 'Go for it' next time or something.... I am so ridiculous.... I want to bang my head on the wall but... yea...

Oh Dear... o//////o ummm... jeez I.. um.. wow... My heart can't stop

I'll explain later. Remind me when I get back. Later~ I'm going now.

Ughh.. you know me.. I'm not my "ignorant-self" when I'm with Grace. I'm totally different person around her.

It means the hot spring is not separated like /Women/ - /Men/ O_o. Oh dear.

kinda. Sauna together the whole day. took out all the stress and sweat, ummm... now hot springs... thingy. I don't know if it is a hot spring though... it's not... separated...

Ummm.. not so romantic. All I did was to make a quarter appear for this vending machine.. she wanted this tea, so I just did that coin appearing trick Her surprised face was good to see. A smile. *^^*

in 30 min she says. She said now a minute ago but she said later just now.

No idea. Well, I'm going to be off shortly. Grace wants to go to the Sauna again in a bit....

um. actually,... I didn't mention this but... They became friends last week somehow. What I'm suspecting is... Does the stalker really "like" him? or... Is she "using" my friend?

They are going out now... wait, what? O_o... Whatever he did, he is amazing. O_o. Oh and we agreed that Girls share one room and guys in the other so ... *Phew*

O_o. Weird thing: My friend is also here. and guess who is he with =_=.

I'm trying not to.

Never mind she just came out from showers. I'm putting up next class reviews AP Calculus and AP Physics... and Robotics.

no it isn't. use either Champagne or Soda. It works great. And.... huh. She's taking time.

^^; thank you. This actually took me 3 days though...

O_o I'lll try not to.

Developing a skill can be part of genetics, but it's mostly the matter of yourself improving it. It also have an effect from your backgrounds, like if you lived in that one place where houses are built on water, You are likely to swim. I don't know if this is actually true, but during the time when a fetus is still developing and .... let's say mom listens to Classical music, the child will have some kind of talent in music.... maybe true but not sure.