The Lonely Hearts Club

[Rum 6]

Thank you Moho-kun and Kaichou. It means a lot to me. Now where to start... Well, to kick things off, my sister's autistic. Has nothing to do with my story, but I just felt the need to say it.

My first elementry school was a nice school, I had friends and I was happy, like most naïve children are. When I switched from public school to private school in the 3rd grade, I felt things change. For one, I got bullied by some older kids on my bus for some reason. I still don't know why. Thinking back on it, most likely it was because I was strange. Due to my "unique" personality, most people brushed me off as weird. I had almost no friends my age from there and the few I had I don't keep in contact with. Back then, since this was elementry school, they still played with me, it's just I wasn't their friend. It was also pretty hard to make friends my age because my class was really small, one class per grade, and the new students each year brushed me off as strange and didn't become my friend. They were all nice to me, but I never felt accepted for who I was.

Now for middle school... I switched back to public school and was a bit worried about going there. It was because I was starting out knowing no one. I saw some of my old friends from my first elementry school and it was a bit surprising to me when they weren't the nicest to me, but I brushed it off pretty quickly. After all, people change over the years. I also got to see an old camp friend, a guy, who I hadn't seen in a year or two. With good luck on our side, we ended up in the same academics and homeroom. A couple weeks in, I made a new friend and we got along great. At first, that is. Right after winter break, she told me to stop hanging out with her. I was confused, not having many friends in elementry school, but left her alone. In the meantime, I became friends with two other girls, one of them being Sayuri. But getting back to what I was talking about. Soon, that girl who used to be so nice to me became mean. She started rumors about me and talked about me. She made fun of me. Being the thick skinned person I am, it didn't really bother me. I later realized she wanted to fit in while I was dragging her down, being the way I am, and she cut me loose. After that, I treated her a bit coldly, but I never did what she did. After we stopped being friends, I actually found people who accepted me for me, and became close to them. Like me, they were original and were not clones or cared about popularity. This was just sixth grade.

Seventh grade started off with a bang and I enjoyed it. Since I'm not done with this grade yet, it'll be short. I was still friends with everyone who accepted me and I was really happy. Of course, I got teased, though it never bothered me. After all, to me, words are words. And anyway, they were only opinions, so I didn't care.

Now since my "love life" has been crappy since elementry school, it gets it's own paragraph. So, around the 4th-5th grade, there used to be a boy that I would talk to sometimes because he was really nice. Now my female classmates had the idiotic idea that I "liked" him because I talked to him. When I told them they were wrong, of COURSE they didn't believe me. And when I (stupidly) told some girls in my class who I had a crush on at the time, they smashed that into the dirt by saying there was no way he liked me back. They said it nicer, but that was the message I got. Now for middle school... Oh joy. For about the entire school year of 6th grade, pretty much the entire grade thought I either liked/like/dating/dated two guys I'm friends with. I denied it all because it wasn't true, but like elementry school, they didn't believe me. For 7th grade, I got asked out by this guy who I thought was a douche, so I told him no. Right after my response, he tells me it was for a dare, which strengthen my belief that he was a douche.

So ta da. That's kinda it. So far. Maybe I'll add more when I'm older. If you read this entire thing, thank you. It means a lot to me and here's how much I appreciate it. *big hug*

*hugs misaki-chan*

So it's mostly about friends, really it's hard to know who really is a true friend... but you know in DCW I think we all here are true friends ne~ right?

and also about your "unique" personality eventhough I don't know about that personality I really think it's cool to have a unique personality... being unique is cool remember that...

also

about the crush...

I never experienced that truth or dare (never in my whole life) so I don't know how it feels especially if your crush is the one speaking... but really it feels so annoying when I read that... why don't we stuff a wasabi ice cream in his mouth!

*signs in just to comment*

*reads entire thing*

*accepts hug*

I understand how it feels with your entire love life and what it's like to be without friends. My "friend" completely abandoned me for the "popular group", now all I am to her is the person she can go to if all of her other friends are away.

It's just wrong when people put you down because of your crush. When I was younger I told my friends my crush, but at least they didn't put me down.

Don't you just hate Truth or Dare sometimes? It's so very annoying.

I can also relate about the autism. My friend from church has an autistic younger brother, and it's really tough sometimes, especially when you feel helpless.

At least this year has been pretty good for you. *cannot find proper sentence to end with*

I agree with the crush thing... why are they putting me down! even though he is a superstar! even thought the possibility he will notice me is 0.00000001% oh geezz....

and Truth or Dare! (*angry*) what's with that! *angry* I'll stuff a wasabi ice cream in all of the boys mouth! *evil laugh*

[Lia. 45]

My first elementry school was a nice school, I had friends and I was happy, like most naïve children are. When I switched from public school to private school in the 3rd grade, I felt things change. For one, I got bullied by some older kids on my bus for some reason. I still don't know why. Thinking back on it, most likely it was because I was strange. Due to my "unique" personality, most people brushed me off as weird. I had almost no friends my age from there and the few I had I don't keep in contact with. Back then, since this was elementry school, they still played with me, it's just I wasn't their friend. It was also pretty hard to make friends my age because my class was really small, one class per grade, and the new students each year brushed me off as strange and didn't become my friend. They were all nice to me, but I never felt accepted for who I was.

Now for middle school... I switched back to public school and was a bit worried about going there. It was because I was starting out knowing no one. I saw some of my old friends from my first elementry school and it was a bit surprising to me when they weren't the nicest to me, but I brushed it off pretty quickly. After all, people change over the years. I also got to see an old camp friend, a guy, who I hadn't seen in a year or two. With good luck on our side, we ended up in the same academics and homeroom. A couple weeks in, I made a new friend and we got along great. At first, that is. Right after winter break, she told me to stop hanging out with her. I was confused, not having many friends in elementry school, but left her alone. In the meantime, I became friends with two other girls, one of them being Sayuri. But getting back to what I was talking about. Soon, that girl who used to be so nice to me became mean. She started rumors about me and talked about me. She made fun of me. Being the thick skinned person I am, it didn't really bother me. I later realized she wanted to fit in while I was dragging her down, being the way I am, and she cut me loose. After that, I treated her a bit coldly, but I never did what she did. After we stopped being friends, I actually found people who accepted me for me, and became close to them. Like me, they were original and were not clones or cared about popularity. This was just sixth grade.

Seventh grade started off with a bang and I enjoyed it. Since I'm not done with this grade yet, it'll be short. I was still friends with everyone who accepted me and I was really happy. Of course, I got teased, though it never bothered me. After all, to me, words are words. And anyway, they were only opinions, so I didn't care.

Now since my "love life" has been crappy since elementry school, it gets it's own paragraph. So, around the 4th-5th grade, there used to be a boy that I would talk to sometimes because he was really nice. Now my female classmates had the idiotic idea that I "liked" him because I talked to him. When I told them they were wrong, of COURSE they didn't believe me. And when I (stupidly) told some girls in my class who I had a crush on at the time, they smashed that into the dirt by saying there was no way he liked me back. They said it nicer, but that was the message I got. Now for middle school... Oh joy. For about the entire school year of 6th grade, pretty much the entire grade thought I either liked/like/dating/dated two guys I'm friends with. I denied it all because it wasn't true, but like elementry school, they didn't believe me. For 7th grade, I got asked out by this guy who I thought was a douche, so I told him no. Right after my response, he tells me it was for a dare, which strengthen my belief that he was a douche.

So ta da. That's kinda it. So far. Maybe I'll add more when I'm older. If you read this entire thing, thank you. It means a lot to me and here's how much I appreciate it. *big hug*

*accepts hug*

*hugs Misaki-chan back*

Misaki-chan, I feel sorry for you! After all, I've been through something very much like this. First of all, why do your classmates think you're strange? You seem like a really good friend and a really good person. I know that life isn't always fair to the good people, but you just have to stay strong through all of this. Next, does it cross your mind that even Sayuri might betray you? I'm asking cuz I remember how they betrayed me back in my previous school. I'll tell you a secret, Misaki-chan:

I never liked the people who were good at acting and I never wanted to be friends with them, because I was afraid that they would use their brilliant acting skills to trick me and then ditch me, and laugh at me when I cry about how I actually believed them.

That happened in real life. That's why whenever anyone asks me what real life is like for me, I go negative. *feels like crying*

It's good that you thought that he was a douche. Don't we all hate Truth or Dare sometimes? Same thing happened to me. Some idiot came up to me one day and asked me out. I told him to 'Go and die.' He told me he got 'zapped' and he had always disliked me. I hated the guy more than ever after that. That was 3 years ago, and I still hate him.

To everyone for LHC: Can I spill my story after Misaki-chan's done? Pyre already said OK.

[Hejle 20]

I feel sad for you Misaki-Chan...

*refuse hug

*accepts cookie

*gives cake back

(Got nothing against hugs, but does not feel like it now)

(The cake is Strawberry flavoured)

Don't know what to say about what you've experienced. I haven't really tried that (Maybe because i am a Boy).

I'll stuff a wasabi ice cream in all of the boys mouth! *evil laugh*

Since i am a boy i would like to ask you - Does that also include me?

And Lady Irene Adler, just write about your (Hopefully) good life.

Hano

[Rum 6]

I feel sad for you Misaki-Chan...

*refuse hug

*accepts cookie

*gives cake back

(Got nothing against hugs, but does not feel like it now)

(The cake is Strawberry flavoured)

Don't know what to say about what you've experienced. I haven't really tried that (Maybe because i am a Boy).

Since i am a boy i would like to ask you - Does that also include me?

And Lady Irene Adler, just write about your (Hopefully) good life.

Hano

Maybe... I am seriously a boy hater.. *evil laugh*

[IdentityUnknown 216]

My church group is officially crazy. My friend got asked out to the dance on Saturday by my small group leader's nephew (who, as we talked about later, sucks at softball. He hit the ball and it bounced off his helmet). Several people were randomly practicing slow dancing. The friend in question was waving her hands around and ended up spilling grape juice on me and a book I was getting from my group leader on puppies. At least they weren't doing splits and cartwheels this time...

The whole world is out to get me on my stupid love life. My friend decided to show me several songs. They were all love songs, stuff about this girl who keeps her heart blocked up and this guy who's trying to get her to open up, blah blah blah. It's a good song (or at least the tune is), but probably not the best for me.

[Rum 6]

oohh.. I want to share too my oh so good (really! O.O) life.. T.T

[IdentityUnknown 216]

That's actually not my life, but I'm really concerned about my sister...

Besides, I won't rant about the bad parts about my life. Except for my sister, I'm really scared for her...

[Rum 6]

That's actually not my life, but I'm really concerned about my sister...

Besides, I won't rant about the bad parts about my life. Except for my sister, I'm really scared for her...

I think your sister must be influenced by other factors like friends or films or anything.. I suggest counseling...

[Misaki-chan 164]

To everyone who read my long post so far, thank you!

@Neechan, I do know there's a chance that Sayuri could betray me, but I don't think that it could happen. Maybe I'm being a bit overly optimistic, but I just have a gut feeling that it won't happen. And Neechan, go ahead and share! I'm done, so start when you're ready.

@Hano, thank you for the cake! ^___^ *munched on cake*

@Rum, I do think of you guys as friends. If I didn't, I wouldn't have told you guys.

Once again, thank you all for reading it!

[IdentityUnknown 216]

To everyone who read my long post so far, thank you!

@Neechan, I do know there's a chance that Sayuri could betray me, but I don't think that it could happen. Maybe I'm being a bit overly optimistic, but I just have a gut feeling that it won't happen. And Neechan, go ahead and share! I'm done, so start when you're ready.

@Hano, thank you for the cake! ^___^ *munched on cake*

@Rum, I do think of you guys as friends. If I didn't, I wouldn't have told you guys.

Once again, thank you all for reading it!

You forgot me! *sniffs* *goes into corner*

JK.

[Anti-APTX4869 181]

Thank you Moho-kun and Kaichou. It means a lot to me. Now where to start... Well, to kick things off, my sister's autistic. Has nothing to do with my story, but I just felt the need to say it.

My first elementry school was a nice school, I had friends and I was happy, like most naïve children are. When I switched from public school to private school in the 3rd grade, I felt things change. For one, I got bullied by some older kids on my bus for some reason. I still don't know why. Thinking back on it, most likely it was because I was strange. Due to my "unique" personality, most people brushed me off as weird. I had almost no friends my age from there and the few I had I don't keep in contact with. Back then, since this was elementry school, they still played with me, it's just I wasn't their friend. It was also pretty hard to make friends my age because my class was really small, one class per grade, and the new students each year brushed me off as strange and didn't become my friend. They were all nice to me, but I never felt accepted for who I was.

Now for middle school... I switched back to public school and was a bit worried about going there. It was because I was starting out knowing no one. I saw some of my old friends from my first elementry school and it was a bit surprising to me when they weren't the nicest to me, but I brushed it off pretty quickly. After all, people change over the years. I also got to see an old camp friend, a guy, who I hadn't seen in a year or two. With good luck on our side, we ended up in the same academics and homeroom. A couple weeks in, I made a new friend and we got along great. At first, that is. Right after winter break, she told me to stop hanging out with her. I was confused, not having many friends in elementry school, but left her alone. In the meantime, I became friends with two other girls, one of them being Sayuri. But getting back to what I was talking about. Soon, that girl who used to be so nice to me became mean. She started rumors about me and talked about me. She made fun of me. Being the thick skinned person I am, it didn't really bother me. I later realized she wanted to fit in while I was dragging her down, being the way I am, and she cut me loose. After that, I treated her a bit coldly, but I never did what she did. After we stopped being friends, I actually found people who accepted me for me, and became close to them. Like me, they were original and were not clones or cared about popularity. This was just sixth grade.

Seventh grade started off with a bang and I enjoyed it. Since I'm not done with this grade yet, it'll be short. I was still friends with everyone who accepted me and I was really happy. Of course, I got teased, though it never bothered me. After all, to me, words are words. And anyway, they were only opinions, so I didn't care.

Now since my "love life" has been crappy since elementry school, it gets it's own paragraph. So, around the 4th-5th grade, there used to be a boy that I would talk to sometimes because he was really nice. Now my female classmates had the idiotic idea that I "liked" him because I talked to him. When I told them they were wrong, of COURSE they didn't believe me. And when I (stupidly) told some girls in my class who I had a crush on at the time, they smashed that into the dirt by saying there was no way he liked me back. They said it nicer, but that was the message I got. Now for middle school... Oh joy. For about the entire school year of 6th grade, pretty much the entire grade thought I either liked/like/dating/dated two guys I'm friends with. I denied it all because it wasn't true, but like elementry school, they didn't believe me. For 7th grade, I got asked out by this guy who I thought was a douche, so I told him no. Right after my response, he tells me it was for a dare, which strengthen my belief that he was a douche.

So ta da. That's kinda it. So far. Maybe I'll add more when I'm older. If you read this entire thing, thank you. It means a lot to me and here's how much I appreciate it. *big hug*

*BIG HUG*

Misaki-chan, of course, I know it is hard to be "brushed off." In my story, I get beaten up because I was being a teacher's pet and being like the top student of the school. (In Korea, they have lists of students with their grades. But I don't think they have that in elementary school now. My elementary school had that though .) Anyways, people do brush off people who are "unique" and "weird." They have some problems and people like that aren't much of a "good friend". Real good friends don't really brush off someone whether they are ugly, stupid, druggie, etc... maybe the douches or *Female dogs* would be rejected.

For your middle school, it's basically the same idea for "brushing off". But well, those "friends" who weren't nice to you anymore weren't your friends in the first place, like that friend you mentioned (To be honest, I would punch that person in the face with my spike gloves.) . Maybe they were "using" you to be friends with someone else, or to do homework, classwork, etc... Thing called friendship can't be broken. I can prove that by my friend, who fought with me one time and haven't talked for about 2 months. When I got hurt(broken leg via car crash) and hospitalized, he came to visit and became friends again. Normally, the people who weren't "friends" wouldn't care.

"Love relationship" well... don't trust on that stuff. Really, don't. According to the anime, the time when you are relationship is when that person knows(or suspects) that you like that person, then you confess or whatever . It never works that way...well.. maybe... .

You really want to keep love stuff personal, don't share it unless you really trust that person 100%.

Dare thing... well I hate that thing first of all. I usually ignore it. When someone ask me "I dare you to go out with me," I would say "Are you sure of that? Good luck trying to marry me. LOL, now, GTFO I'm going to do my work." Yea, what I do is play around with it, then troll the crap out of them. But that's when I get annoyed. I ignore it the first time. When they ask "are you deaf?" I say this: "Huh? Oh I'm sorry, but I'm not deaf. If I was deaf, I wouldn't even talk." if they say "Why didn't you answer me?" I say "Because I have the right not to talk, according to the First Amendment, Freedom of speech, press, religion, assembly, and petition. So I can believe that I don't have to talk, or play that little childish dare games." If they get reaction like WTF, I say "Ok, now you know, you can go now, shoo, I don't talk to uneducated child like you."

I can be really cold, as you can see above. I don't recommend using that, but you get the idea of how to brush off things like that. Oh, and like IdentityUnknown said, you can make a wikipage about yourself by clicking your account(top right corner next to an icon) when you are in the wiki page.

Don't be down by that and that "friend" of yours. Ignore it. You would be surprised how I ignore people. People don't bother me a lot because they know they will be humiliated right in their face. Things will change in high school so don't mind much in Middle school. Just focus on your Real Friends and schoolworks.

[Misaki-chan 164]

@Kaichou, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to forget you!

@Cure-kun, good words of wisdom. d(^.^)b

[Anti-APTX4869 181]

@Cammy3131

Yes, word itself cannot express fully of how you feel deep inside. But if you put your soul, feelings, and emotions into it, it becomes a movie, where you can actually see the story as if you are actually in it. This is why poetry is important, where words become images, and images become living thing.

Well, those kid who were beating me up were actually more like something you see on TV where gangs and thugs will mess up a person pretty badly like until you can't move. An ambulance had to come to pick me up on those 5 times which I was hospitalized. it was usually the teachers who found my "close to death" corpse. I still have 3 or 4 scars on my face from them, 2 scars on my both arms, and 3 huge scars on my leg too. They are pretty small now but it's still there.

Kids in my class called me Frankeninstein (Franken stein and Einstein together...) because of the stitches I had and being in the "Top". I was humiliated often but I didn't care.

I just thought "they are low lives who have nothing to do, so who cares if they humiliate me? I'm smarter than them and I know better humiliating me means that, that person is envious about me and does not want to be humiliated by me so that's why one person would start calling names and rumors about that me to keep me away from others who might support for me. Since then, I started to ignore stuff.

I know it's pretty sad story but it doesn't hurt to say it because I don't care about the hurtful past even though I keep them. I just let them go like a dove from a magician's hat, that wasw hidden until it is revealed.

@Misaki-chan

I'm glad it helped ^-^;; As friends, we help each other.

Edited May 12, 2011 by Anti-APTX4869

[Rum 6]

I'm thinking of putting my story here... hmm... can I??

[Anti-APTX4869 181]

all (well, some )of us did so why not?

[Rum 6]

okay I'll start...(don't know how to start)

(It's not much of a story like you guys...)

I've been living my life like a bird in a cage... You know like living up to the expectations of my parents.. I've never had an enjoyable childhood like playing outside and enjoying my life as a kid... but I've had a good life they give me anything that I want... all they want is that I study and study and study.. they always expect me to good at everything.. (so hard!) also I feel that they are pressuring me to be the first in our class T.T.. I hate pressure! also they hate me being an otaku or an anime fan.. my life is all about pressures *sigh* also they want me to be like my sister who is great at everything (in music, sports, academics)

Next, in school (Philippines), I'm only known because I'm smart but I wanted to be known for who I really am... and also guys keep calling me ugly or something but thanks to my friends support they made a makeover for me and poof.. they stop calling me ugly... I really want to stuff wasabi ice cream in their mouths... I've been accepted here as an otaku..

Next, we went to Japan and there I've been keeping my identity as an otaku secret... They say in japan, they mostly despise otaku and bullies them.. I don't want that to happen to me but I want to expose my real me to my classmates...

Crush:

back then in the philippines, I had a crush on someone (we are close maybe really close) but the day before we went to Japan he said to me that he proposed to some girl and he got accepted... this break my heart... (ouch!) *cry*

then when I went to japan life gave me a chance.... I was walking down the road and I bumped to a handsome and cute guy! (omg!) it turns out it is an actor and idol in Japan... I love life... but I think he has a girlfriend

thanks for reading guys... I know it's not heartfelt like the others but I want to say it to you guys because you are my friends.. please take care of me!

*gives ice cream*

[Misaki-chan 164]

Yum! Ice cream! What flavor is it?

But still, I really do not know what to say. So instead: *hugs*

[Lia. 45]

... I don't know what to say. Sorry, Rum.

I've been talking about writing my real life for some time now. I'm not the best writer, but I hope that by writing this down, I'll feel better.

Here goes nothing:

OK so to start off, I'll say that I have 2 brothers and 1 sister.

My sister is HSH, who has told me that she [probably] will not come back to DCW until summer vacation.

It isn't relevant at all, so just ignore what I said there.

Everything was perfect before elementary school. I was well-liked by everyone, and they loved me for who I was back then.

It all changed when I entered elementary school. I remember being bullied and mistreated by my classmates and peers. They would make fun of my name, what I wore, what I ate for lunch... pretty much everything. They also created 'the name disease', which they would shout when I passed by. Thankfully, this did not last long. And then there was this other time when a girl from a different class pushed me off the stairwell. Thankfully, none of my bones broke. I decided not to tell my parents in case they try to do worse things to me. Another time, a superb actress in my class decided to 'get' my baby photo. I couldn't believe that I fell for her trick. In 4th grade, a boy in my class declared that he hated me so much that he would cut my face off the class picture. My teacher was furious at the boy and allowed me choose the class picture for the yearbook, much to the protests of all my classmates. There's too much to list.

Things at home weren't going well either. I would get beaten or slapped by my parents once a week due to 'misbehavior' and 'not getting 100%'. To top it all off, my three siblings were adding on to my additional stress. Things were not even close to OK.

Thankfully, that was the last year I spent in that school. My parents had me take a entrance test to a reputable school, and I was accepted for having the best results out of all the other students I was competing against. I am still attending this reputable school to this day. 5th Grade was enjoyable, but there was a different boy who decided to bully me. He swore repeatedly at me, using words like B**** and F*** [You]. He also avoided me and teamed up with some friends to insult me and put his plan into action. After all, he was my academic rival, who I eventually beat in the end of the school year. The teacher decided to give me a certificate for my efforts, courtesy of the school.

Middle school was OK for me, I think. 6th grade introduced a new bully who sat opposite of me. This guy talked non stop during class. The teacher almost had to shut him in a room so everyone else could concentrate on their work. He would say things about me in the middle of class and everyone would start laughing. Thanks to him, I was humiliated for just being in class. Another boy decided to tell me 'Yo Momma' jokes, which I took offense at. 7th Grade passed by quickly and it was by far the most enjoyable year of school I had. Sure, it was not perfect, and there was this one b**** who enjoyed insulting me like she did with her buddy back in 5th grade, but everything else was fine. After all, the b**** was sent off to boarding school as the school year drew to an end. My parents were invited to church that year, and since then I believed in God. 8th Grade was different; there were rumors that the boy who insulted me back in 4th Grade was going to attend my school. The rumors were true, all right, and he came. He attended the same Mandarin class as I did, where the teacher took delight in picking on me. I lost friends thanks to that teacher.

This year I started 9th grade as a loner. I decided to rebuild my life and maybe possibly get popular in High School. After half the school year was over, I realized that my best work was earning me Bs and Cs. I didn't like Bs and Cs, and resolved to earn at least an A by the end of the school year. I had tons of friends from church, but virtually none at school = At school I was the emo loner but at church I was the life of the party. I bet my classmates wouldn't have dreamed that I would have lots of friends at church. So much for bullying me. I didn't like the way I was at school. I wanted to leave school right after we were let off from class so I could be myself without people staring rudely, mocking or making fun of me. Lately, I've been posting more on DCW and I know I can be myself here, like how I am at church with my friends. I'm getting baptized this month on May 29th!

Alright... now about my love life. OK, so I've had lots of crushes in my life. But I'll only talk about ONE of my crushes. I've liked him since I was 8. He was a sweet and decent boy, the first and only 'perfect' guy I know. We had lots of fun together as kids. Now he's not sweet nor decent anymore, but more of a dense aho. His skin is darker than mine, so I always used to joke that he was 'Heiji' and I was 'Kazuha', and he would protest that he's not Heiji and I'm far from being Kazuha. You get what I mean - he was my childhood sweetheart. A few months ago, he told me he didn't have many friends and didn't like anyone in particular. He told me that we were just good friends and nothing more than that. I felt really hurt and didn't really have much choice to do anything else. Then, I joined DCW and found LHC. I've only just gotten over him and I don't want another crush to deal with right now.

So there you have it. That's my life summarized by me. Thanks everyone. *hugs*

[IdentityUnknown 216]

*hugs*

That must be tough...the last time I was bullied was in 3rd grade because I was a loner. *chuckles* You're Christian! Awesome! *high fives* It's amazing that you're getting baptized and I'm glad that you have finally met God! I've been Christian ever since I moved to the States when I was one and a half, but didn't get baptized until last year. One of the best moments of my life...

I'm glad that you have friends at church. It's something to look forward to, ne? And about your childhood sweetheart...I'm sorry that it never worked out between you two. I've moved around a lot so I can't really have a childhood friend, but I can guess that it must hurt to have the guy you thought was perfect throw you away with no hesitation.

I'm glad that LHC helped! It's kinda the purpose, to help support each other.

Wow, we're doing a lot of "life story" kind of things here, aren't we? But that's good, because you get to let all those emotions out (bottling them up is never good).

[Balthazar Manfredie 226]

okay I'll start...(don't know how to start)

(It's not much of a story like you guys...)

I've been living my life like a bird in a cage... You know like living up to the expectations of my parents.. I've never had an enjoyable childhood like playing outside and enjoying my life as a kid... but I've had a good life they give me anything that I want... all they want is that I study and study and study.. they always expect me to good at everything.. (so hard!) also I feel that they are pressuring me to be the first in our class T.T.. I hate pressure! also they hate me being an otaku or an anime fan.. my life is all about pressures *sigh* also they want me to be like my sister who is great at everything (in music, sports, academics)

Next, in school (Philippines), I'm only known because I'm smart but I wanted to be known for who I really am... and also guys keep calling me ugly or something but thanks to my friends support they made a makeover for me and poof.. they stop calling me ugly... I really want to stuff wasabi ice cream in their mouths... I've been accepted here as an otaku..

Next, we went to Japan and there I've been keeping my identity as an otaku secret... They say in japan, they mostly despise otaku and bullies them.. I don't want that to happen to me but I want to expose my real me to my classmates...

Crush:

back then in the philippines, I had a crush on someone (we are close maybe really close) but the day before we went to Japan he said to me that he proposed to some girl and he got accepted... this break my heart... (ouch!) *cry*

then when I went to japan life gave me a chance.... I was walking down the road and I bumped to a handsome and cute guy! (omg!) it turns out it is an actor and idol in Japan... I love life... but I think he has a girlfriend

thanks for reading guys... I know it's not heartfelt like the others but I want to say it to you guys because you are my friends.. please take care of me!

*gives ice cream*

Wow, rums life story was so touching, i wish her the best in the world

[OldJustal 36]

okay my story !

Before 1st grade everything went well for me !

i was optimistic,happy and nice to everyone !

got good grades made my parents happy.

Then there was a bully who bullied me with stupid nicknames,pushing me to the ground,laughing on mistakes on me and giving me a feeling i don't get accepted.

then 2e grade he still bullied but i was less,there was a really nice girl i liked but everybody was almost in love with her.Then in 3e grade she beginned acting arrogant and annoying ! i lost trust in her. then 4e grade i got a few friends,most poeple liked me got good grades,the bully became nice ! but everybody atleast confessed to somebody ! i was one of the only one left,they asked me who i was in love then i sayed i don't have loved anyone yet.But they didn't believe me and then chose for me that i liked one of the most popular girl !

Then 5th grade i am being nice to most of the girl and then one of my friends who is in love with that girl say i'm trying to become close to that girl so i could confess my feeling for her ! My heart broked one of my best friend though that i used secret information of him so he couldn't come close to that girl !

But finally i made it up with him,but he stills think i like that girl !

My story may not be that touching but yeah,it's still is important information i trust you guys with !

[Balthazar Manfredie 226]

okay my story !

Before 1st grade everything went well for me !

i was optimistic,happy and nice to everyone !

got good grades made my parents happy.

Then there was a bully who bullied me with stupid nicknames,pushing me to the ground,laughing on mistakes on me and giving me a feeling i don't get accepted.

then 2e grade he still bullied but i was less,there was a really nice girl i liked but everybody was almost in love with her.Then in 3e grade she beginned acting arrogant and annoying ! i lost trust in her. then 4e grade i got a few friends,most poeple liked me got good grades,the bully became nice ! but everybody atleast confessed to somebody ! i was one of the only one left,they asked me who i was in love then i sayed i don't have loved anyone yet.But they didn't believe me and then chose for me that i liked one of the most popular girl !

Then 5th grade i am being nice to most of the girl and then one of my friends who is in love with that girl say i'm trying to become close to that girl so i could confess my feeling for her ! My heart broked one of my best friend though that i used secret information of him so he couldn't come close to that girl !

But finally i made it up with him,but he stills think i like that girl !

My story may not be that touching but yeah,it's still is important information i trust you guys with !

Your story is OK ,at least in the 1st grade you should have picked a heavy object and smack it over his head, no one should pick on someone for what ever reasons they have

[Misaki-chan 164]

JustaLLoser, it sucks to be bullied. And when other just assume who you like, even when you deny it. We are comrades! (-.-)b

Neechan, *hugs* Don't you just hate life sometimes? Life lets crap happen to the unique and nice people because of stupid society's expectations. BOO SOCIETY!!!! q(-.-)p

[Rum 6]

*gives ice cream to all* (don't worry it's strawberry flavor)

@Balthazar: Touching! O.O hahahaha

I hate bullies and expectations... also being unique is wonderful because your not like everyone! yay!

[Misaki-chan 164]

Hurray! Ice cream! *begins to lick*