Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 Don't worry Cure-kun. Not full out fighting, just me hugging her while she tries to shake me off. Of course, with my grip of steel, she fails and we begin to arguing. But sometimes we start to whack/punch/poke each other in the arm/back/stomach. It's not all that bad, considering what the people we're friends with do. For example, my (crazy) friend: "CROWED BUSTERS!!!!!" I love my friends. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 All I did was sit there at lunch table and do my work until I got baptized by a milk and a spaghetti that was thrown by 2 girls fighting. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 O.o I am now worried about high school... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Rum 6 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 O.o I am now worried about high school... O.O why? in the philippines, highschool they say is the happiest part of life... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
JiKudo 5 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 O.O why? in the philippines, highschool they say is the happiest part of life... *quotes* Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Lia. 45 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 O.O why? in the philippines, highschool they say is the happiest part of life... Rum, high school is far from 'happiest part of life'. It's a nightmare come true. To everyone on DCW who is still in MS, enjoy your time in MS cuz in HS you'll run out of chances. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Hejle 20 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 Rum, high school is far from 'happiest part of life'. It's a nightmare come true. To everyone on DCW who is still in MS, enjoy your time in MS cuz in HS you'll run out of chances. You know, i can't wait till High School. Though it might be diffrent than your highschool, since i live in Denmark.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
JiKudo 5 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 Rum, high school is far from 'happiest part of life'. It's a nightmare come true. To everyone on DCW who is still in MS, enjoy your time in MS cuz in HS you'll run out of chances. we only have elementary, high school and college.. and with that, high school will be the best part! less pressure, 4 years of happy-go-lucky students.. haha Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
IdentityUnknown 216 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 Rum, high school is far from 'happiest part of life'. It's a nightmare come true. To everyone on DCW who is still in MS, enjoy your time in MS cuz in HS you'll run out of chances. High school... *smiles mysteriously* Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 *looks at previous posts* Interesting.... But I'm actually excited for high school. I already have a vague idea what I want to do for electives and a club or two I would want to join... But I'm just afraid of the crazy girls like Cure-kun have to deal with.... *shudders* Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
hopes 237 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 Geez... I haven't been on in a long time... What's up?? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 Nothing much Chelsea, just discussing high school. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 (edited) Ever wonder why teenagers have the highest rate of death and suicide? Major thing is stress of course. but there's something else too. This is another psychological thing. Let's throw in a BIG part of biology into this. When you are in High school, you're about 14~19 years old (average. earliest freshman can be 13, latest Senior can be 20 or more) depending on when you started school. That's the time where you go through "Puberty" so during that time, teenagers get sensitive to things easily. Well, you might notice that in dramas and such, teenagers tend to be more aggressive to their parents because of their uncontrollable hormone levels switching back and forth, ESPECIALLY GIRLS. Girls menstruate every month(about 28 days) , therefore their hormones (Estrogen + Progesterone) goes in the peak level around 14 days(this is the time of ovulation). That's why girls get aggressive most often than boys. So, most of the teenagers don't follow the rules because their "Cause and effect" perception in their brain (Frontal lobe does this and your reasoning happens there as well) is weak. People who can think of their consequences have a strong perception. This is because teenagers want to do what ever they want to to because their Amygdala(your primitive emotion is here: Joy, Rage, Sadness, etc.) in control over the frontal lobe. Their death is caused by this. For example, because they wanted to "drink and drive," they just do them for fun, but they never think of the consequences which is mostly fatal. Suicides are cause by others doing whatever they feel like to do to that person. So, they will tease that person, and eventually maybe that person will be depressed because they are afraid to go outside, because they are afraid of getting teased again. If this becomes severe, they are most likely suicide. That's why when you get depressed and don't to go outside, the best way to recover from this is by going outside to overcome your fears. I'm typing too much I'll stop here. :blink: :mrgreen: Edited May 8, 2011 by Anti-APTX4869 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 O.o Wow Cure-kun... How very... Insightful. Is this what you learn in College Bio or are you just interested in this kind of stuff? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted May 8, 2011 Interested in Psychology + Pharmacology + Biology + Chemistry +.... heck I just like the science itself. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted May 9, 2011 Cool. I'm actually thinking about taking psycology as an elective when I get into high school. It seems interesting. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted May 9, 2011 Take psychology. I recommend it. You will realize some cool things such as predicting the baby's future personalities through their behaviors. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
IdentityUnknown 216 Report post Posted May 9, 2011 Psychology, huh? Interesting... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Cammy3131 20 Report post Posted May 9, 2011 I've never really posted here that much... even though I'm a member -____- but I don't know where to start with everything in my life... I know this is being kinda selfish, but I just want to spill my guts about everything that's happening to me right now and find some support... If that's okay with the other LHC members...? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted May 9, 2011 Sure if it is ok with Kaichou... so... how are you feeling? *Puts on glasses,Takes out a notepad and a pen* Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted May 9, 2011 Cammy, go right ahead! We're here to lis-er, to read and support you. So, please begin when you wish. *joins Cure-kun with notepad, pen, fake beard, and swirly glasses* Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
IdentityUnknown 216 Report post Posted May 9, 2011 Go ahead Cammy. Yours truly has listened to Forever do it numerous times. Besides, it's not like my stupid life is worth talking about. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted May 9, 2011 I've never really posted here that much... even though I'm a member -____- but I don't know where to start with everything in my life... I know this is being kinda selfish, but I just want to spill my guts about everything that's happening to me right now and find some support... If that's okay with the other LHC members...? DO IT I do it all the time. It's about time someone else does Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Cammy3131 20 Report post Posted May 9, 2011 ummmmmm... *ponders while fidgety* where should I begin...? Well... during the very start of the recession 5 years ago... my family lost our house and we were forced to move. My mom lost her job a year later and we couldn't afford the rent in our condo... we then moved to an apartment... and a year later we moved again- and again.... but that doesn't explain it all so let me go through things one by one. Firstly- Lets start with my birthday... it sucked- but I'm not allowed to complain. I got NOT ONE present for my birthday, my sister didn't wish me happy birthday and went to Prom... Also before she left she made sure to beat the living crap out of me and manage to cancel my sweet sixteen party. And My grandma called me my sister's name (which wasn't as bad as other things-but it still sucks to be referenced with her.) My sister is a very selfish person. For the past 3 years she has ruined every birthday I've had. My 14th Birthday was ruined when she Blew out the candles on my cake and wished I would die. My 15th Birthday was when she threw my present out the window and it broke. My 16th Birthday was ruined when she punched me until my nose was bleeding. After 2 days when these incidents took place- she acted like nothing happened and she smiled and hugged me. if theat's not Bi-polar... I don't know what is....... -____- Secondly-I'm moving in about 2 weeks so my mom keeps complaining to me about how everything in her life is turning out bad (note: I've had to listen to her the past 5 years like this) Plus I share a room with my mom, because my sister won't share a room with me... so I haven't had my own room for the past 5 years.... I've moved every year in the past 5 years along with schools... And I finally got to choose the school I wanted this time and my sister keeps F***ing with my subconscious telling me "nobody will like you over at that school for who you are..." yeah- HER EXACT WORDS! Next- My mom and dad have been divorced since I was 4 and my dad doesn't know anything about me. He doesn't know I like anime- he doesn't care that he's physically abused me when he was drunk. My mom knows I like anime and detective Conan, but she hates when I'm anywhere near it. She rejects it with her entire being and that makes everything harder. My sister too... She hates anime so much. She's a cheerleader by the way- my sister is literally a lying B*tch and she hits me and makes me clean and do things for her. ( and I can't complain or else I'll be beaten up...) My friend-(She who must not be named)-betrayed me. We got in a fight about how I have no don't do anything and she called me a brat and said I "don't care about anyone but myself" (WELL, IF THAT DIDN'T HIT A NERVE I WOULD SAY I'M EMOTIONLESS!) but she was my best friend.... she called me later saying sorry- I was just stressed... I didn't call back... I was angry, but a few weeks ago I knew I regretted it, so I wrote a heartfelt apology letter and gave it to her. She still never talked to me. When I confronted her, she said she was done with the drama and didn't want anything to do with me.... (I'm seriously holding back tears now...) Also... My sister sneaks out of the house when my moms at work and I have to hide her secrets or else I'll be abused some more. My mom has no control over my sister... after all my mom is 62 years old and should be retired... My dad is in the National Guard and is always away a camps and military bases (he's also being deployed to Afghanistan this Christmas) So I'm always at home on the Computer. And DCW/writing/reading/watching anime gives me something to do- but my mom and sister hate me for it... My sister always complains that she hates me and my mom. That she wants nothing to do with us and that we live in a crappy place... WE COULDN'T HELP THAT! She also complained to ME one time that SHE wanted to commit suicide... I didn't say anything of course, but my god did I just want to SCREAM AT HER!!! SHE RUINED MY PERSONALITY! SHE KILLS ME WITH HER PHYSICAL AND MENTAL ABUSE!!! "I hate it here too... but I don't F***ing complain like a B*tch..." That's what I should say. Oh, yeah and did I mention she hit me with the car one time. She's lucky I didn't break my leg or get a concussion. But what kind of F***ed up person hits their own little sister with a F***ing CAR!?!? I can't have any opinions with my family anymore... the only friend I could talk to about everything is gone and I'm still abused by my sister-(physically and mentally)... I've also cut my wrist... Please don't try to say anything about "It will get better!" or "don't let it get to you!" because for 5 years I thought it would get better and tried not to have it get me, But it's not like she's gonna stop abusing me or my friend will come back and say sorry for everything. Alright-Alright... maybe by some miracle that does happen... it still wouldn't changed what has happened... it wouldn't change anything... I can't just forget about it like I try too... If you read all of this... I thank you so God-Damn much for being there. I sometimes don't know if I can do it anymore, but only stay because I know I can't kill myself... For some reason I want to-but for some other strange reason I won't... Thank you Min'na 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted May 9, 2011 ........................ *hugs you super tight* I honestly have no words that can be of any true help. The most I could offer is the fact that I did read all of that. I'll listen/read anytime again if something happens again. If you need someone to scream at, I'm right here. If you need someone to rant at, I'm right here. If you need someone to hear your opinion, listen to your voice, whether or not it's in text form, I'm right here. I don't know what it is to be physically abused. I do know, however, what it is to be mentally abused - many people around me especially when I was younger would do it all the time, including my father. I can only say that I understand how you feel for only a small part of it. Prove your freaking sister wrong. Go to that school you wanted to go to, enjoy it. Shove it in her face if you want to just by going there, just by being happy, just by making real friends there. Prove her lies wrong if only to yourself. I can see that it's intensely difficult, but if you can make those friends at the school you chose to go to a piece of the world where you can be away from people who are trying to hurt you, then it'd be for the best. I can only say that I wish to give you hope. The only honest and true hope that I can back up to give you is that I'll be here, and I won't turn on you. I won't let you go, and if you need someone to go to, I'll be here. I'm sure everyone else here will be too, but I'll speak for myself in all confidence. Never forget that your voice and your opinion, your thoughts, your existence, is still intact, is still important. Don't let go of it. Don't silence yourself, don't let go. Whatever you do, just don't let go. I don't advise yelling back (although I'm sure it'd be nice) simply because I don't want to advise something that would get you hurt. If no one else will listen to your opinion, your thoughts, recognize your existence, then I will, we will, here. I know it's not much, but until something works, something turns, something changes, I hope that it will be of some comfort. I've had many friends try to kill themselves. They came with scars on their necks and wrists. I'm telling you, you don't want to keep that up. You don't want to do it. I watched them, their hearts were scarred. It still kills me inside today. They fought hard against their very selves to stop. Don't inflict hurt onto yourself - you don't deserve any more abuse. Death is not the end. Nor is it the answer. It's okay, it's completely okay, to not to be able to end your life. If you ever feel that way, come talk to me. Send me a message if I'm offline. I don't want to leave you out there hurting and unheard, alright? You need anything, come tell me. Love ya, Cammy-chan. I really hope things start to turn out and get better. 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
