JiKudo 5 Report post Posted June 15, 2012 i love this guy so much and yet, I had a fight with him. we're just friends though and i thought we really are. he's ignoring me now and he said something when i asked for an apology. he has told someone things that i "should not know" after i told him that I hate him for what he's doing. it's about me and I should not know? now that killed my da*n ego. until now, i don't know what the eff is that I "should not know"-thing. I'm afraid to ask that someone whom he had told it. I'm afraid that would only break my heart. inch by inch,no, a meter every second, he's getting far from me. I'm starting to accept what is happening. I don't know him that much. He once punished me for a sin. and again. the worst punishment ever. losing him. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites