Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 Good~! *giant hugs back* And you? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Lia. 45 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 Same for me~! I think I should rewrite my fics and beta them myself, soon... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 Beta them yourself? What does that mean? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 What be on my mind.... I'm an idiot. Note to anyone out there: NEVER record "I love you" just as amusement for someone who THINKS they like you. Even though it's clear I don't -.-'''' The stupid things I do when I'm high on sugar. Woo. Got ... four? things done today. If I actually keep it up, I'll be done with school by the 6th. That'd be nice. Real nice. You know what? I hate being left out. There are those groups I always wanted to be a part of, but I can accept that I can't enter their world now. But when you turn to the people who you were supposed to be a part of and you realize that they formed their own little thing not including you... that, that's not so easy to accept. So, I wonder, will I be as strong as that character in stories that gets shoved out and somehow just gets written off? The one that somehow lets go of the person they loved, the one that is a loner but manages it? The one who leads a quiet successful life anyway? Or does that character exist really? Is it just there so there's plot twists until the finale where the two destined get together and the extras are magically okay with it? I wonder if I have the ability to just bury myself in work. To not think on J-man, 'cause it's over before it's begun. And to not think about how I'm rejected in every place I go. And to not think about how if I just sleep the time will go by so much faster. Instead, I would be somehow successful. I'd get good grades. Be smart, whatever. Nothing would bother me anymore. Perhaps I'd live a cold life without caring until I was old enough to actually like people and something come of it. I'm weak. Why am I expected to be as strong as everyone else? Sou desu yo... I'm weak. The person who had been giving me the encouragement to find the strength to go on will no longer see me when I'm in the same room. So what now. It's pretty awful smiling and saying hello but to all these people passing by, not one of them knows me. Not one. I kept wondering how J-man knew me so well. He began to be able to know what I was laughing at when I was laughing randomly. When no one else could get it, he would. But every dream comes to an end, when you wake up. And as I begin to wake up, I find a world here of people who don't understand. Who don't know. Who aren't willing to take the time to try to listen. Can I do it? Can I become a maniac engrossed in work? I wonder. As for those poor pitiful souls reading this (if you made it this far) do ignore it. It's not worth your time. That's something you'll eventually learn on the internet. People's problems, especially pitiful ones like mine, aren't worth the energy to care about. I just needed to rant. 'Cause everyone needs me to smile and act like a stranger and a close friend all at the same time. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Lia. 45 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 uhm like edit my fics by myself Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 Oh~. I see. Well, good luck then! I'm sure it'll turn out great! Je-chan... Let's see... Where to start.... 1) You are strong to begin with. Everyone has it in them, it's just that some people are better at accessing it than others. As for the character thing.... It could happen. Anything is possible after all. But I'm sure there are people in the world like that. I'm sure. 2) How could you say that? We all accept you here. Of course time goes faster when you're asleep. You're not conscious. Your body doesn't keep track. It doesn't need to. Of course you will be successful. You just got to work at it. And everyone has the potential to be "smart". Everyone is smart, just in different ways. Stuff will continue to bother you though, no matter what. After all, you're only human.And I doubt that too. After all, you care for us, don't you? 3) Don't say that. You are not weak. Everyone's weak in their own way. I doubt there is someone who is truly strong and is not weak. Those who seem strong may just be good at hiding their weaknesses. They hide behind a poker face. A mask. In my opinion, someone who will show they are weak is truly strong. It's because they won't hide their feelings behind a facade. I'm sure you will find someone else to give you encouragement. I'm sure of it. 4) If no one else will, I'll try. I'll listen, but I can only try to understand and know. But trying is better than nothing! For you, a friend, I'll give it my all! 5) Don't say that. No matter what, I'll care. And you are not pitiful. You're human, like everyone else. Everyone has problems. And everyone needs a rant ever so often. So don't worry about it. As for me, I just want you to be happy. And if you're not happy, I'll try my best to make you happy! After all, I want my friends to be happy. I hope this helped, I tried my best.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 What be on my mind.... I'm an idiot. Note to anyone out there: NEVER record "I love you" just as amusement for someone who THINKS they like you. Even though it's clear I don't -.-'''' The stupid things I do when I'm high on sugar. Woo. Got ... four? things done today. If I actually keep it up, I'll be done with school by the 6th. That'd be nice. Real nice. You know what? I hate being left out. There are those groups I always wanted to be a part of, but I can accept that I can't enter their world now. But when you turn to the people who you were supposed to be a part of and you realize that they formed their own little thing not including you... that, that's not so easy to accept. So, I wonder, will I be as strong as that character in stories that gets shoved out and somehow just gets written off? The one that somehow lets go of the person they loved, the one that is a loner but manages it? The one who leads a quiet successful life anyway? Or does that character exist really? Is it just there so there's plot twists until the finale where the two destined get together and the extras are magically okay with it? I wonder if I have the ability to just bury myself in work. To not think on J-man, 'cause it's over before it's begun. And to not think about how I'm rejected in every place I go. And to not think about how if I just sleep the time will go by so much faster. Instead, I would be somehow successful. I'd get good grades. Be smart, whatever. Nothing would bother me anymore. Perhaps I'd live a cold life without caring until I was old enough to actually like people and something come of it. I'm weak. Why am I expected to be as strong as everyone else? Sou desu yo... I'm weak. The person who had been giving me the encouragement to find the strength to go on will no longer see me when I'm in the same room. So what now. It's pretty awful smiling and saying hello but to all these people passing by, not one of them knows me. Not one. I kept wondering how J-man knew me so well. He began to be able to know what I was laughing at when I was laughing randomly. When no one else could get it, he would. But every dream comes to an end, when you wake up. And as I begin to wake up, I find a world here of people who don't understand. Who don't know. Who aren't willing to take the time to try to listen. Can I do it? Can I become a maniac engrossed in work? I wonder. As for those poor pitiful souls reading this (if you made it this far) do ignore it. It's not worth your time. That's something you'll eventually learn on the internet. People's problems, especially pitiful ones like mine, aren't worth the energy to care about. I just needed to rant. 'Cause everyone needs me to smile and act like a stranger and a close friend all at the same time. You know what? I'm not gonna type an exceptionally long post like misaki chan cuz I believe you wont really remember it so I will just gift to you a few sentences of mine which I really want to tell you. And whether or not you believe me and listen to me I'll leave it up to you This is what I wanna say... I was like you. I was alone. I tried so hard all the time. I'd do everything I could to make people remember me. They did! A point in time. Then now they don't. They are now a group of their own and their world is gradually rid of me cuz I'm different. I cared because I didn't want to be different. And it made me have low self esteem. But when I realized I didn't care about it anymore, and be myself, they actually didn't keep me too far away from them. They just acknowledged that I am different and when you needed them, they would be there for you. Of course it would be hard to accept they think you're different and not put you into their circle, but you'll have to know this is life. And I think I got over it. It's been like this for me for so long that I'm numb. So I still lead a happy life and try as hard as I can. If they still dont accept you, then you don't have to be depressed because it may just be that you havnt found the right place yet. In this world there are bound to be people who are different. There are bound to be people whom others do not accept. The cleverest of people like Jews were even ordered to be killed. There's nothing to be upset about. You still have us. If that's nothing compared to your friends then I don't know... But im sure you do think of us as important. How about express your happiness instead of sadness. This will actually help make you happy. Just try. It worked for me... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 Are you saying mine's won't be remembered? =x= Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Balthazar Manfredie 226 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 these stories Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 Oh, hi Aniki! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Balthazar Manfredie 226 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 hello to U2 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 How are you? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Balthazar Manfredie 226 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 not bad you Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 Good. What've you been up to? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Balthazar Manfredie 226 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 im here for a bit then im leaving for something i need to do Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 What is it? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Balthazar Manfredie 226 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 its a secret im not that good of s person so you are drawing i presume Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 Yeah. I am. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Balthazar Manfredie 226 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 so what are you drawing now let me guess sato Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 No. Haibara. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Balthazar Manfredie 226 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 aha well im going now. ill come back in 2h good luck with the drawing Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 Thanks! ^____^ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 Are you saying mine's won't be remembered? =x= Nope. Cuz you have typed so long, I dont thing she can remember all if I gave another long one >_< I don't mean yours wont get remembered!!!! Anyways... I wonder how she is... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Good Nazo no Kage 10 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 *sees Haibara after 54 long minutes in a one and a half hour special* ... *explodes with extreme ecstasy and euphoria* Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Rum 6 Report post Posted July 1, 2011 hey guys! ..................................... currently reading manga O.O Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
