Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 Lol. I should work on the memes soon... XD Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 XD OK TRIED SOMETHING BUT FAILED Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 By the way, after I finish making the memes, do you think I should put the links to the empty ones? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
IdentityUnknown 216 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 *laughs* I can't get over the haircut I got... I went to the doctor and turns out it was just a minor infection, no big deal. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 I'm glad it was nothing serious! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
IdentityUnknown 216 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 Yeah, me too. It still kind of hurts but the doctor says it should be fine in a few days as long as I apply the medicine. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 *Sigh* I don't know what I'm feeling right now. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Miss Smiles 105 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 *relieved to see IU is alright* Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
IdentityUnknown 216 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 *sighs* I guess I'm wondering about...random stuff. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 I think.. if I stay completely silent.. it'll be better. If I turn cold, or into stone, it'd be fine. To be acceptable to anyone, maybe that's what I have to do. Because opening my mouth causes trouble. No one gets annoyed, tired, angry, anything at me when I am silent. To shut myself off to the world completely.. it might not be that bad of an idea. I think I've screamed out my last protests to this... as much as I cry out to defy it, it should win now. It's been about a year.. maybe two.. that I've resisted. My selfish resistance, my pain-filled cries. They really should end now. Forgive me for all the annoyance I've brought. Forgive me for my selfish words. Forgive me for being a burden. Forgive me for assuming silly things. That is what is on my mind. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
IdentityUnknown 216 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 You're not a burden, Forever! *hugs* Don't. Don't you dare say that. You're our friend. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 Forever-chan, your words are like a poem. It is filled so much with emotions.... lonely, afraid, and sad, yet somehow peaceful and calming. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 Ah~ But I am, especially to you. It's alright, you don't have to say comforting words XD @Cure-kun: Strange... I wonder.. how you can feel my emotions.. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 it's the wordings... and I have those feelings as well.(I guess people who experienced depression would also...) I mean when I read: I think.. if I stay completely silent.. it'll be better. If I turn cold, or into stone, it'd be fine. Tells me that you are very lonely, but it is some how comfortable that way. To be acceptable to anyone, maybe that's what I have to do. Because opening my mouth causes trouble. Again it shows loneliness. You are sad that you cannot express your self freely. No one gets annoyed, tired, angry, anything at me when I am silent. To shut myself off to the world completely.. it might not be that bad of an idea. You want peace and comfort. You want to give something to others, but all you can do is to be silent and calm... I think I've screamed out my last protests to this... as much as I cry out to defy it, it should win now. You are afraid that you will make the same mistake, or you are afraid of losing. You want to get rid of this feeling of sadness and loneliness. It's been about a year.. maybe two.. that I've resisted. My selfish resistance, my pain-filled cries. They really should end now. You are sad that there isn't much you can do to solve the problem. Forgive me for all the annoyance I've brought. Forgive me for my selfish words. Forgive me for being a burden. Forgive me for assuming silly things. That is what is on my mind. Somehow this shows comfort and peace, yet sad... and sorrow... a very deep sorrow that is unspeakable... I'm guessing that these words are the actual words that you want to say out loud to everyone, but something is preventing you from doing so. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 It feels so strange.. for my words to be comprehended.. I've filled pages with words just like this... but no one said a thing.. they couldn't understand anything.. The strange comfort and peace.. it belongs to my resolution.. like.. yes.. this is what I'll do.. because this is all I can do.. I feel it.. but it's a dangerous peace 'cause... it's about to break any moment Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 Understanding words can be difficult. It is like I can see the hidden words, but they are too shy to reveal themselves to others... It is the emotional feelings that are put into words. You send messages that contains life, but it is often ignored, just like how you are. Those words are lonely just like you. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 Sou desu yo ne. Arigatou na, for letting this once be a time where I didn't feel like it was overlooked. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 I completely understand. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
phantomlady1101 59 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 Umh... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 Wow~ Philosophical. Cure-kun... Ever considered dropping chemistry (or what it is) for psychology studies? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 depends what you are trying to major on. Psychology can be boring... according to the chart I made... 70% said boring. But it is worth it if you pay attention and actually understand the concepts. Interesting subject... but then I think I already forgot.... I'm not that interested in Psychological studies... but it's fun. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 I wanted to take that up because I was very interested... but in the end I think I shouldn't go on that... I'll use that to my own advantage in the end... Hopefully I will not be thrown into jail or something Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 I WANT THIS SO BAD..... http://t1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSbGZ9ogpPeVYLZvRX3pka_jRhPBnc2yKZ23WquhOENDqX0pBjVEw Or other Detective Conan Cube.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 LOL That's so cute! XD I want it tooo! Actually I want a full set of Detective Conan DVDs more Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Metantei Kiddo 147 Report post Posted June 10, 2011 Whats on my mind is "LIA" Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
