Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Already poured out just about EVERYTHING on my mind to my mother... who just says that I'm just worrying on too many things..... Just shoot me. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 momochan!!! LOOK AT YOUR AVATAR!!!!!! ... ... ... Too late. You were shot. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Hahaha.. I was just thinking "Oh look, Victorique shot me already.." *sigh* Life is kind of cruel. Cruel, I say XP *says the person who has had good things happen to her* stupid me XD Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Je-chan, what happened? *concerned* Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 ^-^ Don't be concerned Misaki-chan There's no need for you to be XD I'm pretty pathetic on a regular basis so it's no big deal, in fact it's not even a small deal, nothing at all ~ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Je-chan... Something is wrong, I can tell. So will you please tell me? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Forever-chan, try thinking more positive than "hating"(well, I don't know how to say it..) yourself. I know sometimes it hurts to live, but that's life. We can't avoid them.... We have to live as it is..., Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 @Misaki-chan: Don't mind me XD It be nothin~ @Cure-kun: Sou desu ne.... But there are tragic consequences for thinking positively.. 'cause there's such a disappointment :3 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Are you sure? I'm still a little worried you know... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Arigatou Misaki-chan, but there's no need to be worried Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 ...Ok then.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 What I found surprising is that "worrying" gives you stress... interesting. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 ^^ "Don't let go, never give up, it's such a wonderful life." says this song. To give hope to others when you don't have it for yourself... @Cure-kun: Haha indeed. It does. Random fact: I'm one of the world's worst 'worriers' Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Hm... I kinda wonder why... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 ^-^ Don't be concerned Misaki-chan There's no need for you to be XD I'm pretty pathetic on a regular basis so it's no big deal, in fact it's not even a small deal, nothing at all ~ Yea!!! Be positive!!! Like me!!! XDXD Well, I can hate the fact that I have no choice but can only have 5 hours of sleep average a day My travel time from my home to erm school/work/wherever requires more than 5 hours a day... Have to reach everyone's expectations in everything when I know they set it too high... have to endure having silence in the house because everyone is not home... Have to accept that I cant even attend my own birthday party... Have to accept my family not able to celebrate with me on the actual day... etc..... Ok I can stop complaining now [/sPoiler] I know maybe mine is not that serious... but still, we have to be positive. If you havnt had your worst, you can't have your best. So if these people cannot accept you as you are when you are at your worst, they are not worth and dont deserve having your best. So don't feel down because of anything. We girls must be strong! So think positive, and try to be at your best! If you have troubles, everyone is here for you. There's no need to be negative. Oh yea one more thing... *HUGS* XD Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Yea!!! Be positive!!! Like me!!! XDXD Well, I can hate the fact that I have no choice but can only have 5 hours of sleep average a day My travel time from my home to erm school/work/wherever requires more than 5 hours a day... Have to reach everyone's expectations in everything when I know they set it too high... have to endure having silence in the house because everyone is not home... Have to accept that I cant even attend my own birthday party... Have to accept my family not able to celebrate with me on the actual day... etc..... Ok I can stop complaining now [/sPoiler] I know maybe mine is not that serious... but still, we have to be positive. If you havnt had your worst, you can't have your best. So if these people cannot accept you as you are when you are at your worst, they are not worth and dont deserve having your best. So don't feel down because of anything. We girls must be strong! So think positive, and try to be at your best! If you have troubles, everyone is here for you. There's no need to be negative. AHHH!! SMILEY FACE ATTACK!!!! I CAN'T STOP SMILING!!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 ROFL Cure-kun! XD Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Nana-chan.. that.. really... really.. sucks o.o positive... seems..... difficult... I wonder if a certain person is proud of themselves. They taught me a few things they've been desperate to get through my head: -Trust no one. -Expect nothing from anyone. -Positive thinking is illogical. I don't know what to do anymore. Fight. Or give up. I don't understand anymore. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Fight! Don't give up! If you give up, where will that get you in life?! NOWHERE! YOu gotta keep at it till you're on top! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 It's easy to say that. So easy to say. Why can't I go back to being horrified at the thought that people for even one second would think about killing themselves? Why can't I go back to helping everyone with their problems and not worrying about my own? Why can't I encourage people anymore? Why can't I hold them up? Why am I like this? I trusted and was betrayed. I hoped and was disappointed. I wished and it was not granted. I loved and was hated. Perhaps it's my selfishness. That could be it. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Nana-chan.. that.. really... really.. sucks o.o positive... seems..... difficult... I wonder if a certain person is proud of themselves. They taught me a few things they've been desperate to get through my head: -Trust no one. -Expect nothing from anyone. -Positive thinking is illogical. I don't know what to do anymore. Fight. Or give up. I don't understand anymore. Everything is difficult when you try. After getting over it once, it is easy to do so next time. Jeez, I don't want to say this but it does sound like depression, but it doesn't look like the severe ones... I think it's just the beginning... or not, it can be your personality also. (Ok, now I know I have to review psychology...) But it's true. There is no way that things can be solved though positive thinking. but the reason people say that is because since people tend to get depressed over it too much, others want to make that person feel better. (which is what we are doing...) Fighting is the best way at this point. Giving up would not solve anything. You have to try. Win or lose, it doesn't matter because winning and losing is an opinion. The fact that you are trying make you the real winner because it is a fact. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Trying isn't good enough.. Ever since Scary-san ahaha.. I've been like this - in variations. But I'd never felt a true deep death-like depression before that.. and I don't think I ever fully climbed out of it.. so....... WHO CARES. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Moving on with life - flies are evil. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Je-chan... Why can't I go back to being horrified at the thought that people for even one second would think about killing themselves? That's life. No matter what, you soon learn that the world is a cruel place and we have to accept that. Why can't I go back to helping everyone with their problems and not worrying about my own? People were made to worry about their own problems. As for other people's, well... Depends on the person. But you care for others. That's what matters. Why can't I encourage people anymore? Why can't I hold them up? Untrue. Downright untrue. You encourage me. As in how, honestly, I can't put it on words, but you do. As for the second sentence, it's the same. You always bring a smile to my face whenever we talk, or even if you're just on. Why am I like this? I trusted and was betrayed. I hoped and was disappointed. I wished and it was not granted. I loved and was hated. Perhaps it's my selfishness. That could be it. What do you mean? I think you're great just the way you are. You may have been betrayed, but you learnt who not to trust. Without hope, what would the world be like? We need hope in order to keep ourselves up, even for a second. Wishes are just stepping stones to goals, which can be achieved (if it's realistic enough; so no unicorns). That love made you feel warm for a second and made you happy. It may have been unrequited, but then you just find love elsewhere, like with friends or family. And finally, you are not selfish. You're such a kind person to me and so many others. How is that selfish? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 I know. "Trying isn't good enough..." I said that line many times, and I know how it feels... When I was depressed, everything was...uhhh, how do you say it, impossible. But I tried and tried, I never gave up. I got over that depression. It's hard to get over things that hurts your feelings, but sometimes, there are times where you have to let it go, or go through them. It is difficult, I know how it is, but that doesn't mean you have to stop trying. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted June 16, 2011 Never stop! Don't stop trying till your last breath! If you just give up, well... I don't know, but you gotta give life your all! After all, you only live once, right? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
