What's on Your Mind?

[Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197]

  On 12/15/2011 at 11:54 AM, Ro0ose said:

ALL HAIL PRINCESS MIMI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WAIT, YOU'RE NO LONGER NOCTURNAL?! ;__________;

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MEME!!!!!

Haha~ still am. Just have to sleep earlier than usual. Is 1am considered nocturnal still? :V

XD

[Lovestruck 70]

  On 12/15/2011 at 11:58 AM, Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief said:

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MEME!!!!!

Haha~ still am. Just have to sleep earlier than usual. Is 1am considered nocturnal still? :V

XD

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1 AM you say? Wow, a beginner. :V

[Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197]

  On 12/15/2011 at 12:02 PM, Ro0ose said:

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1 AM you say? Wow, a beginner. :V

I have to change my lifestyle~ not enough sleep :V

[IdentityUnknown 216]

  On 12/15/2011 at 11:58 AM, Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief said:

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MEME!!!!!

Haha~ still am. Just have to sleep earlier than usual. Is 1am considered nocturnal still? :V

XD

*insert glare* Even I sleep earlier these days. At the very least, better than last year. =X 4-5 hours of sleep used to be my average.

[Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197]

  On 12/15/2011 at 12:29 PM, IdentityUnknown said:

*insert glare* Even I sleep earlier these days. At the very least, better than last year. =X 4-5 hours of sleep used to be my average.

I slept earlier toooo!!! From 230 to 1 is a one hour improvement!!! D:

[IdentityUnknown 216]

  On 12/15/2011 at 12:32 PM, Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief said:

I slept earlier toooo!!! From 230 to 1 is a one hour improvement!!! D:

*continues to glare* I expect you in bed by midnight.

[Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197]

  On 12/15/2011 at 12:50 PM, IdentityUnknown said:

*continues to glare* I expect you in bed by midnight.

D: but but but... I'm not home yet :V

[IdentityUnknown 216]

  On 12/15/2011 at 12:59 PM, Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief said:

D: but but but... I'm not home yet :V

And it's not midnight where you are yet.

[Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197]

  On 12/15/2011 at 1:25 PM, IdentityUnknown said:

And it's not midnight where you are yet.

And I'm still not home yet

[Valkyrie 72]

  On 12/15/2011 at 10:54 AM, IdentityUnknown said:

She should be. She got another IV. She had a bloody nose and a fever though...

I know it's not a bad thing, but I feel horrible. I see everyone getting sick and I just wish it was me instead of them. Grandpa in the hospital, grandma sick, sister sick, dad away, friends depressed, Mark sick... And yes, I do get sick sometimes, but rarely, and I dislike telling anyone anything when I am sick. I've had at least 3 times when I think I've had a fever but didn't tell anyone. I have too much pride to admit that I'm sick. Interesting considering that my fear is "weakness."

I hope your sister will get well soon...

And about your friends and family being sick and you wishing that you are the one who who is sick instead, don't say that... I understand how you feel as I have once been in this situation where my parents were in a coma, my sis was a juvenille, my brothers depressed beyond help and my friends fighting between themselves and I was caught in the cross-fire. My grandparents were sick as well and my relatives were too busy with their own lives to help. Since I was the only one who could do anything to help and wanted to do it, I took care of my family. It was tiring and I admit I have emotional breakdowns from time to time but I know that if I get sick or get depressed, my family was going to suffer as well. Whenever, I do get sick or depressed(which was quite often since bad events started one after another), I hid it under the permanent smile on my face(whenever I relax my face, my mouth still stays in a smile so it's unless I try really hard, I can never frown).

I understand why you never tell anyone that you were sick. I think that you think that your sickness is nothing compared to theirs. If you want to hide it, it doesn't matter but you must take care of yourself as you help others. You wish that you are the one sick instead of them but you shouldn't do that. It hurts to see everyone around you in pain and you are the only one who isn't. I understand and sympathise with that. And since you are the only one who could do something, ANYTHING, you got to stay strong for the rest. Wishing that you were the one sick will get you more sad than ever. So just stay on the positive aspect of life, the fact that you are alive and the fact that you are well enough to do something. That is the only way that you can pull through this. Wishing is fine but you must face the cruel reality as well. :cry:

I'm not sure this helps at all. I know that our situations differ but I just wanna say that it is just better to focus on the positive side of life. In the darkest times, you have to hold onto hope and faith and move towards the light eventhough it is so dim. No matter what, you got to stay positive and never let your depression overcome you.

Just ignore what I say if it makes you more depressed. :sad: I'm sorry if it makes you more hurt than you already are. Stay strong and survive.

[Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197]

D: didn't know you gals have such a background D:

Suddenly I feel so much luckier. No wonder you gals are so strong, whereas I'm so weak in comparison. I need to reflect upon myself...

[Valkyrie 72]

  On 12/15/2011 at 1:40 PM, Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief said:

D: didn't know you gals have such a background D:

Suddenly I feel so much luckier. No wonder you gals are so strong, whereas I'm so weak in comparison. I need to reflect upon myself...

You are NOT weak! Your inner strength just haven't show yet. When the time comes, it will all come out and you will be strong. For now, just stay happy and most importantly, have fun! Life isn't always about sadness. The little good things that makes you smile are the most important things in life. So hold onto it and never let go.

[Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197]

  On 12/15/2011 at 1:43 PM, AiXConan4ever said:

You are NOT weak! Your inner strength just haven't show yet. When the time comes, it will all come out and you will be strong. For now, just stay happy and most importantly, have fun! Life isn't always about sadness. The little good things that makes you smile are the most important things in life. So hold onto it and never let go.

Don't worry, I'll always try to be happy~ I'm mostly optimistic haha~ which sometimes isn't a good thing

[Valkyrie 72]

  On 12/15/2011 at 1:55 PM, Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief said:

Don't worry, I'll always try to be happy~ I'm mostly optimistic haha~ which sometimes isn't a good thing

My friends call me the most optimistic person on earth. As an optimistic person, we can cheer people up! That's the good point of being optimistic!

[Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief 197]

  On 12/15/2011 at 1:56 PM, AiXConan4ever said:

My friends call me the most optimistic person on earth. As an optimistic person, we can cheer people up! That's the good point of being optimistic!

I guess so~ XD

But I think all this hype makes people irritated of me hahhaha

But I always love it when everyone is happy. XD

[Valkyrie 72]

  On 12/15/2011 at 2:20 PM, Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief said:

I guess so~ XD

But I think all this hype makes people irritated of me hahhaha

But I always love it when everyone is happy. XD

Yeah! I love it when everyone is happy! Some people are irritated by my hype but most of them get over it. Afterall, cheerfulness and hype are contagious. They spread like a disease most of the time.

[IdentityUnknown 216]

  On 12/15/2011 at 1:35 PM, AiXConan4ever said:

I hope your sister will get well soon...

And about your friends and family being sick and you wishing that you are the one who who is sick instead, don't say that... I understand how you feel as I have once been in this situation where my parents were in a coma, my sis was a juvenille, my brothers depressed beyond help and my friends fighting between themselves and I was caught in the cross-fire. My grandparents were sick as well and my relatives were too busy with their own lives to help. Since I was the only one who could do anything to help and wanted to do it, I took care of my family. It was tiring and I admit I have emotional breakdowns from time to time but I know that if I get sick or get depressed, my family was going to suffer as well. Whenever, I do get sick or depressed(which was quite often since bad events started one after another), I hid it under the permanent smile on my face(whenever I relax my face, my mouth still stays in a smile so it's unless I try really hard, I can never frown).

I understand why you never tell anyone that you were sick. I think that you think that your sickness is nothing compared to theirs. If you want to hide it, it doesn't matter but you must take care of yourself as you help others. You wish that you are the one sick instead of them but you shouldn't do that. It hurts to see everyone around you in pain and you are the only one who isn't. I understand and sympathise with that. And since you are the only one who could do something, ANYTHING, you got to stay strong for the rest. Wishing that you were the one sick will get you more sad than ever. So just stay on the positive aspect of life, the fact that you are alive and the fact that you are well enough to do something. That is the only way that you can pull through this. Wishing is fine but you must face the cruel reality as well. :cry:

I'm not sure this helps at all. I know that our situations differ but I just wanna say that it is just better to focus on the positive side of life. In the darkest times, you have to hold onto hope and faith and move towards the light eventhough it is so dim. No matter what, you got to stay positive and never let your depression overcome you.

Just ignore what I say if it makes you more depressed. :sad: I'm sorry if it makes you more hurt than you already are. Stay strong and survive.

Thanks. And I don't get depressed that easily.

I feel useless. :/ So I might as well do something. And thanks for your good wishes for my sister.

=X I know. I've been through this multiple times.

  On 12/15/2011 at 1:40 PM, Kaitou Kid Legendary Thief said:

D: didn't know you gals have such a background D:

Suddenly I feel so much luckier. No wonder you gals are so strong, whereas I'm so weak in comparison. I need to reflect upon myself...

...Background? =X

No, I'm not strong. *snorts* The only thing that's strong about me is my kick and my punch.

[Valkyrie 72]

  On 12/15/2011 at 2:28 PM, IdentityUnknown said:

Thanks. And I don't get depressed that easily.

I feel useless. :/ So I might as well do something. And thanks for your good wishes for my sister.

=X I know. I've been through this multiple times.

...Background? =X

No, I'm not strong. *snorts* The only thing that's strong about me is my kick and my punch.

Stay strong! I got your back!

And I agree with your last statement. My punch and kick are strong too. (mostly cos I practice fighting everyday)

[IdentityUnknown 216]

  On 12/15/2011 at 2:30 PM, AiXConan4ever said:

Stay strong! I got your back!

And I agree with your last statement. My punch and kick are strong too. (mostly cos I practice fighting everyday)

I don't. =X Last time I officially practiced was in 1st grade for taekwondo. I just recently discovered that if I trained my punch, I could knock someone out. =X Dunno if that's a compliment or not.

[Valkyrie 72]

  On 12/15/2011 at 2:33 PM, IdentityUnknown said:

I don't. =X Last time I officially practiced was in 1st grade for taekwondo. I just recently discovered that if I trained my punch, I could knock someone out. =X Dunno if that's a compliment or not.

It is! A strong body is good! Just be careful who you punch. I don't want some people flying to the moon(without an astronaut suit). XP

[IdentityUnknown 216]

  On 12/15/2011 at 2:35 PM, AiXConan4ever said:

It is! A strong body is good! Just be careful who you punch. I don't want some people flying to the moon(without an astronaut suit). XP

I never punch anyone...unless they're my friends. =X Yeah, they kinda know me well enough that I can punch them without breaking our friendship. Then again, one of my friends is quite strong and two take karate (though I still regularly punch one of them =X).

[Valkyrie 72]

  On 12/15/2011 at 2:39 PM, IdentityUnknown said:

I never punch anyone...unless they're my friends. =X Yeah, they kinda know me well enough that I can punch them without breaking our friendship. Then again, one of my friends is quite strong and two take karate (though I still regularly punch one of them =X).

Wow! I don't dare to punch my friends at all, boy or girl! I'm scared that our friendship will be broken or their bones will be broken. XP None of my friends that are girls take martial arts and only two of my guy friends take them. I am the only girl in my class that takes martial arts. But that makes me a bit scary cos people know I can punch/kick pretty hard as well.

[IdentityUnknown 216]

  On 12/15/2011 at 2:44 PM, AiXConan4ever said:

Wow! I don't dare to punch my friends at all, boy or girl! I'm scared that our friendship will be broken or their bones will be broken. XP None of my friends that are girls take martial arts and only two of my guy friends take them. I am the only girl in my class that takes martial arts. But that makes me a bit scary cos people know I can punch/kick pretty hard as well.

My friends are used to it. Though I should probably be a little lighter on them. :V

I don't think you're scary. Then again, I'm sitting behind my computer. =X

[Valkyrie 72]

  On 12/15/2011 at 2:51 PM, IdentityUnknown said:

My friends are used to it. Though I should probably be a little lighter on them. :V

I don't think you're scary. Then again, I'm sitting behind my computer. =X

Hahahahahahaha! I guess I can be pretty imposing in real life! And although I'm the same weight as my friends, my attacks will hurt cos I've been practicing for so long. (I've been in martail arts since I was 5) But I'm the most cheerful person on my group of friends! I never discuss my problems with them cos they have their own problems to deal with. So I put on my most cheerful and optimistic front so everyone would be happy!

[IdentityUnknown 216]

  On 12/15/2011 at 2:54 PM, AiXConan4ever said:

Hahahahahahaha! I guess I can be pretty imposing in real life! And although I'm the same weight as my friends, my attacks will hurt cos I've been practicing for so long. (I've been in martail arts since I was 5) But I'm the most cheerful person on my group of friends! I never discuss my problems with them cos they have their own problems to deal with. So I put on my most cheerful and optimistic front so everyone would be happy!

That also means that if you don't act that way, they immediately notice and it usually means they have a little bit of difficulty coping. I'm the same way. My friends have plenty of problems, no point in making them worry. But then again, I've been raised that way.